...And I Love You So...

假期快要过完了

不要问我做了些什么

因为

除了那些无聊事之外

有意义的一点都没做到

我以为我会在这假期里

做一些平时没时间做的东西

至少

我会post多几篇东西

在我的blog

可是

唉

不提也罢

现在随着blog换上

一首很lam的老情歌

快快的写上几个字

这首歌是在一部韩剧里听到的

夜阑人静

全家人都进入梦乡

一个人

静静地

听着这首歌

它的旋律

它的歌词

让我不禁

又想起了

他

Time really flies

school reopen soon

Don't ask me what i did during this holiday

coz other than the silly things

I didn't do anything meaningful

I thought I can do something

that i normally dun hv time to do

At least

I will post more things in my blog

but

*Sigh*

better dun mention

Now i m writing a few words

bcoz my blog has changed a theme song

It is a very romantic oldie

I heard it from a Korean TV drama

On a silent night

when everybody was sleep with sweet dreams

I alone listening to this song

The rhythm and the lyrics of the song

made me

thinking of

HIM

again

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

I am officially a Teenager

On16th August at 11.45pm my hp maxis line alrdy taken over by Raja C

Raja C wanted to be the first 1 to greet me but afraid may not make it

so he come up with this idea to countdown with me

We chatted in the phone and he follow the TV time

According to him so that he can greet me at the most accurate time

At 12.ooam sharp

Raja C really became the first person to greet me

and sing me a birthday song

but his singing made us laugh continuously^^XD:))lolx

*romantic+sweet+funny*

then my maxis and my digi received non stop messages

I was busy reading and replying them

The feeling was just like Chinese New Year eve

after 12am when everybody lit fire crackers and fireworks

I never had this type of experience before

I was so excited and super happy

I received the sms till 2am

I got so high and had trouble sleeping

Anyway I had to force myself to sleep coz

I have school exam in the morning

I just had a simple peaceful but very special birthday

My buddy dear kishia greeted me and said that

after my birthday i am officially a teen

Dad and mum waited for me to come back from tuition at 8.35pm

then straight away ask me to made a wish and cut my cake

Yay!! I am now a Teenager

I hope my life as a teen is colourful and full of joy

* Here I would like to thank all my friends who sent me presents

Smses and also those who greeted me personally~

Thank you so much with love!

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Oh Gosh!!

This is the sick season!!!

I fallen sick too...T.T

3 days didn't go to school

exam is coming

so i try to make use of this time

to do some revision

but got no mood coz keep on coughing

the heavy cough made me whole body pain

So..i decided play de self shot

my brother was not around

no one can be my good camera man

I hv to help my self

生病的季节 ！我也凑上一份。

三天没去上学，原本计划利用这段时间

准备下星期的考试，但是吃了那些“迷幻药”

搞到我浑身无力，不能集中精神。。。

加上严重的咳嗽，咳到我全身都疼痛。。

真是痛苦极了！！！

为了减少痛苦，

我玩自拍， 苦中作乐一番。

我Ah ko现在出外读书，

没人当我的摄影师了，

我要学习自拍，

才能有好照片自恋自恋～

Some of my homework～calligraphy

一部份功课～中楷

In this 3 days "quarantine", I slept a lot. the only good thing i did was,

I spent a few hours searching my brother's SPM buku rujukan

and selected some tat my brother recommended to lend to my friend.

Although the time for SPM is quite short,but I still hope those books can help

my friend to score extra AAAAAAAAAA+++++

So, if the books really help him,

when he goes to Cameron Highland he will have

to buy me some sweet strawberries .. Yum yumm!!

在这三天“隔离”期间，我除了睡还是睡...Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...

唯一做了一件较有意义的事就是，

把我哥已经封起来的SPM参考书从store room拉出来～

再选出一些他所说的比较好的，借给我那位即将要考SPM的朋友。

虽说现在离SPM的时间也不远了， 但我还是希望这些参考书

能够帮这朋友加多几个AAAAAAAAAA+++++

如果真的帮到他的话，我一定要他去金马仑时探佳人时，

买多多红草莓答谢我!

我发现我哥的参考书多得惊人！

这只是一部份吧了， 其他的我懒得去找。

这些书大部份都是我那三位当老师的姑姑买给他的。

其中一些还是老师专用的非卖品呢！

可惜我那Lazy Ah ko没什么会珍惜，

全都是做了一两页就没做了~

很多本还是新新像没摸过似的。

真的可惜！

OMG! i discover my brother has so many buku rujukan!

This is only part of it, the rest i m lazy to go through.

most of this books were given by my 3 teacher aunts(my dad's sister)

some are specially for teachers use only and not for sale!

but my lazy Ah ko seems like did not appreciate it.

many of the books he just did only one or two pages.

some of them still look new like he never touched it.

walao! wat a waste!!!

First time I try this milo balls with Dutch lady choc milk~

Ermmm........ taste delicious! Thanks Jmwcs..^^

我去关丹歌咏比赛，临上巴士时，有人送来一盒他所谓的“润喉糖”。

糖果外面还有一张鼓励的纸条，叫人看了真觉得好笑又感动。。

讲到这位朋友，我一定要在这里提提他～

我一进sms不久就懂他了，他原本是我同学的死党。。

他外表看起来整个大哥样，可每次看到我他都不敢看我。

从年头他就开始不间断的传简讯给我～

有问候，有笑话，有废话，有歌词，有情诗，

有时还会怒气冲冲的向我complain某某人～

虽然他十封信息我只回他一封，虽然大多数他都在自问自答。

可是不管我的态度如何，他就是没有放弃过发信息来。

其实， 每次看完他的信息，一定会让我会心一笑！

因为他有时真的很funny, 他知道我多数不理他，

于是他会扮正经问你一些东西。。引你回他。。

当你回复他时，他那半癫ngong无厘头的鬼样就跑出来了！

他个子不高大，可是每次都说要保护我～

好像我处在高度危险区酱 =.=

每次我有什么事情，有时他或他的朋友在哪见到我，

他一定来信问问八挂一番，哪怕你对他不理不睬！

渐渐的...他就变成像我的老朋友一样...

我这次生病了没去上学，除了某人之外，

他是唯一一个天天讯息问候我的人～

他问我是不是喉咙痛引发生病，

他跟我说我order的pasta他替我付钱了，

他说pasta不好吃不够味， 星期一有得补回，所以我还可以尝到～

他帮我算说我有几多天没去上学了，

他通知我星期六有补课....

他说他会天天信息我直到我病好为止...

他讲这些东西时，我很多时都没复他...

可是...

我心里却是非常非常的感激他...

一般 男生都很现实，如果发现这个女生没什么chance，

他们都不会再花时间在她身上了，觉得浪费时间。

然而这个朋友，不管晴天雨天，风吹雨打，

他还是一样把我当朋友～

虽然他不是斯文有礼型，

也不是高大帅哥型，

没关系，只要有一颗真挚的心就够了！

My first gift necklace~

It is very meaningful for me.

Just trimmed my hair...

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感动 感谢 感慨

今天浏览朋友的部落格

十分惊讶的发现

另一个朋友的部落格

我不知道自己有没对号入座

感觉他的文章好像跟我有关

我很细心的读着每一篇post

看完心里感触很多

说不出那种感觉

我不敢说他傻

因为我都知道

感情是易放难收的

在我印象中

他是一个搞笑爽朗的人

然而读他的每一篇东西

却是让人感觉到

他是那么的难过和执着

去喜欢一个人

他的这些文章

都是两三个月前写的

我想他现在的心情

应该是不一样了吧

不管他这些东西是写谁

我都真心的希望他快乐

自我进了中学后

短短的七八个月

我认识了很多

学哥学姐朋友同学

尤其我加入choir这个大家庭

交了一般志同道合的好友

日子过的灿烂多彩

我开学时所穿的马来校服

那件白色长袖上衣

原本长及膝盖

现在已经很短了

换了两件新的

当然我的思想行为

也随着时间环境

而改变了许多

然而

唯一我敢讲

自己不变的是

我还是一个十分容易

感动 感谢 感慨

的女孩

朋友对我的好

我全收在心里

虽然我没表露

虽然我很少回sms

但并不等于我是

冷漠无情的

我全都知道

我很感激

你们送我的东西

我都会post上我的blog

不是show off不是串人

我只是要让你们知道

我很珍惜你们的东西

就算是一张小纸条

我也会收着

我还记得

幼儿园时我已经

会把别人给我的东西

如发夹 胶擦 橡胶圈

玻璃弹珠 扑克牌

像宝贝一样

收在一个个朔胶袋里面

我咪每次看到这些垃圾就头疼

所以总是趁我不注意时

就会把它拿去丢掉

当我发现不见时

肯定会哭得死去活来

所以

现在我的抽屉堆满了

朋友送的东西

还有两个小箱子

有现在的 小学和 幼儿园时的

满满的回忆

每当我有空时

就会翻箱倒柜

把这些西拿出来

细细的看

慢慢的回味

我现在很喜欢

送些手信纪念品给朋友

因为我也希望他们

像我一样

看到这些东西

就会想起我

有一个朋友跟我说过

对待朋友要一视同仁

尽量去善待朋友

这样别人才会爱你和尊重你

也许

我曾在不经意中伤害到你们

让你们伤心难过

对不起

但这绝对不是有意的

可以的话

谁不想看到自己的朋友

每次见面都是笑

毕竟

笑脸常开

让人看了也会快乐起来

^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^=^

Lost and back again

Yesterday evening i was back from Kuantan choir competition.

We were champion, however the happiest thing was that

bboy won the best conductor award.

He really deserved it! Congrats to bboy!

When I reached home, I had mixed feeling...

happy, tired, unsettled, confused...

The whole thing made me feel very uneasy!

After my shower, my mum ask me to take my dinner.

I did not have much appetite even though my mum cook

my favourite "pan mian" for me.

When my mum saw this, she said she had something to

discuss with me. I already had a hunch what she wanted

to talk about........

Within the 1 hour of talk, I sincerely told my mum the truth

about what happen recently. and also expressed my

real feeling......

At that moment, I felt so guilty, fragile and helpless!

I really need someone to give me advice and guidance...

I could not hold back my tears when I talk all about these

to my mum.

My mum listened to me calmly.

Then she started giving me her advice and reasoning.

After listening to her, I felt much better.

She is the one who understands my feeling very well.

She is really my loving mum.....

Hopefully everything will be back to normal very soon.

I still have many more important things to do.

I have to focus on my studies which I had neglected lately...

and also my violin exam is around the corner...I have to put

more effort in my violin practice.

Yea.. I need time to adjust back to normal.