半生熟

People in 2011 ♥

2011-12-11T23:34:00.011+08:00

For the whole 2011, to thank the people in my life throughout the year, I would like to express my feelings by blogging this post.

God.
First of all, I'm thankful that God gave me the strength to keep me moving forward mentally from the insight of my soul and mind
Spending a few twist and swirl around the 'world' made me understand more, and so be more mature through the things that happened in life. God has taught me that there's nothing that happens without reason. When God turns your world upside down, he just wants you to learn to be tough and how to live side up again.

Family.
Daddy and Mummy, thanks for the endless love, care and of course daily needs like shelter I'm living in currently and food that I consume everyday. Thanks for fulfilling nearly all my requests and give me opportunity to learn instruments and yet made me a better person that have talents besides doing well in academics. I never would have get any achievements without your support. Mum, I appreciate what you have done for the family though you're naggy sometimes :P. Gor, the person who always listen to the problems that I encountered in relationships, friendships and so on. You were the one who always lend me your ear when I face obstacles in life. (well, you will have less ear sore from now onwards though :D) Thank you and I love you guys always!

Friends.
You all had been the most fateful part in my life as I'm easily influenced and affected by you guys more than anyone else.

To you, DEARIE, who always love me unconditionally and never leave me alone.
You were the one who lifted me up when I'm at the lowest of my sorrow.
You were the one who set my head straight, held my hands and walked along with me when I occasionally lost in life.
You were the one who noticed of my careless behaviour and even nagged me and lend me a hand in handling all kind of troubles.
You were the one who pick up the things that I dropped or left back and returned it to me, e.g my SMILE and LAUGHTERS.
You were the one that is not my boyfriend but I would love to hug.
You were the one that taught me nothing is too hard to walk through, if you were just by my side.
You are the one that I would always bear in mind what we have been through even after so many years. Every single little details including arguments and embarrassing and awkward moments!
hehehe..
Frankly I'm really grateful for everything you have done for me though I'm so forgetful to say thank you. Love you always my bff.

To that SOMEONE who brought me knowledge and directed me into the right paths. I have all my respect for you as you taught me things that I would have overlooked and missed. You educated me to always work hard and never give ourselves a pause when we are in the journey of study. When you keep forcing yourself to work hard continuously just to achieve the dream that you were thirst for, the sweetness of the fruit of success will be beyond description and so because of you, your encouragement, I start pouring effort for the sake of my future. Glad to know you in my life. Thanks for always be by my side.

Along the year of 2011, I've gone through some pain in friendship. Some are close friends and some occured among ordinary friends. But they are just my 'PEOPLE-TO-BE-FORGOTTEN' list :)

To those who thinks I'm just Plain Stupid and loves to take advantages from me. You taught me how to handle people like you everytime you do it to me. It's just like a online game that both you and I continuously level up our power on how to defend and attack. You guys turned my thinking in crisis management and skills in jerks distinguishing. It's certainly a game as stressed up dota, as challenging yet knowledgeable as soduku. Keep it up ya, I will be prepare to learn as after every GAME OVER, I still get another chance to beat you again.

To those who hurt and look down on me once. I thank you for doing it as you made me stronger to face harder challenges and move through tougher obstacles and circumstances in life. The pain you guys once pierce and stab through my body, made everything in my life now easier as it just to me already after you guys hurted me. Those experiences and lessons I learned, shaped me into a smarter yet kinder person as I learnt not be a lame yuck like you all.

Thanks for you guys for appearing in my life. Your existence that brought positive and negative implications and so I've grown a lot.

F B relationship

2011-11-27T16:41:00.002+08:00

有人说过
FB会促使一段relationship的诞生
也会摧毁一段美好的relationship
这话一点也不错
水能载舟亦能覆舟

当男女相爱时
都爱在FB放in a relationship with....
这也代表向其他人说
I'm unavailable
让其他人不会再打你的主意
知难而退
这象征着给对方一种commitment
一种美丽安全的承诺

然而
很多人就滥用这个relationship status
尤其那些男生
他们把它当作斗气和报复工具
吵架冷战时动不动就更改
一点诚意都没有
也不想想
当时表白成功获得佳人时
第一个要让全世界知道的人是谁
是他们

后来吵架闹分手
24小时不到
就把In a relationship 改为 single的人
又是谁
也是他们

他们这种幼稚自私的做法
真的很不gentleman 很hurt女生咯
他们这样做会往往会让女生觉得
他们迫不及待要有第二春
于是伤心难过的把心一狠
BLOCK掉这个无情郎
本来一段可以挽回的感情
变得没有弯转了

聪明成熟的男生绝对不会这样做
除非有第三者
除非双方都不爱了
那又另当别论

男生们
当女友跟你吵架说要跟你分手
如果你还很爱她
千万不要去移动你的relationship status
就算她改你也不要改

你不要觉得这样很吃亏
因为这样做代表你向女的证明
虽然你不要我
但我还是unavailable
我还是等你
我只要你

在那一段冷战的日子里
细腻敏感的女生会特别注意这些东西的
你要让他看到你的真心和诚意
这样的做法一定会深深的感动她
改变本来决意跟你分手的念头

当然
这只限于一般男女误会吵架的情况
如果是说女的变心另投他人怀抱
你就不必这样做了
没有用的
浪费时间

昵称

2011-11-26T11:53:00.003+08:00

我很奇怪
为什么男生在热恋的时候
都爱幻想要把对方娶做老婆
如果他们谈恋爱十次
他们十次都会有这个念头
你看那些老是把女友老婆上老婆下叫着的人
他们大都还是乳臭未干的小子
有些他们还是mother pet呢
他们很爱你的时候
就想把你占为己有
所以往往就会有这类不切实际的幻想

所以不要以为男生昵称你老婆就沾沾自喜
不要当他说非娶你不可就感动得泪涕零流
因为之前他不知对多少女生说过同一种话
或者在你之后他也会对其他人说回同样的话

我不否认
也许
他们那个moment的感情是真的
但
这种感觉不会forever对一个人有罢了
所以不要傻到信以为真
因为世事难料啊

我很怕听到一些小情侣老婆老公的叫着对方
如果日后他/她不再是你的另一半
看着自己当年叫着的老公或老婆
挽着其他人的手
又叫着他们老公老婆
那种感觉
EXTREMELY WEIRD!!!

专家的话

2011-11-25T23:48:00.006+08:00

”金牛座男讨厌变化
他喜欢稳定的安全感
所以一旦爱上了
就很难走到分手的这一步
即使对方的观念，想法与他大相径庭
他也不会消极轻易的放弃
而是积极的说服对方
因为对他们来说
情人总是旧的好....“

以上的是那些星座”仙家“所写的
是吗？
看起来的确跟我所认识那些牛倒又有一点点相似
不过后面那句很令人忐忑不安
这么念旧的人
搞不好他随时都会回去找他的EX咧！！！
所以
还是不要冒险爱上有Ex的金牛男哦

Lovey Dovey < 3

2011-11-25T23:37:00.004+08:00

"喂..... bi啊..起身了啦？..吃了吗？..还没啊？..哎唷为什么还没吃？..噢...要bom bom啊？
那好，你先去bom bom 先，等下我再call你 har.....ok..byeeee....love youuuuu.....“

以上的情节是发生在车厢里
车里的司机是我咪
讲电话的人坐在我咪旁边
我则坐在后座

我看我咪一副老僧入定专心地驾着车
我实在佩服她是怎样可以tahan的
后来我偷偷问她
她笑说早已”冷“到全身麻木了

所以说
恋爱中情侣的对话
就像跟baby讲话般
什么sayang sek sek bao bao oink oink pig pig...
讲的人很syok 听的人活受罪
不过当局者迷
局外人就看开点吧：）

Another Untitled Post

2011-11-16T23:36:00.014+08:00

Letters ain't common for people nowadays except to collect debts, promotions etc. .
so whenever i receive letter, i will be surprised. .
just like this previous post...
So last few days, I was astonished when I see a letter.

Daddy's name appeared as recipient and the sender was. . . .
SMK Sulaiman. the school cop on the letter really shocked me.

*Heart beating*

I was worrying that is the First Warning Letter or letter to inform my parents about I skipped classes as I haven't been to school for nearly a month after PMR ends without any valid reason..
Come on. . .wouldn't be that serious right. .every PMR candidate did the same isn't it. . .
tell me it's not FWL. . .not FWL. . . .

*Heart beating*

So I anxiously check what's the letter is about. . .

Phew! It's just this kokurikulum matter. . .
and what? 20 bucks for Chinese Poem Recital national level acheivement as reward?
hahaha. . .
this is what you will get if you study in sekolah rancangan khas which has less than 25% chinese students. . .Chinese has no value at all. How pathetic.
But anyway, we feel proud of ourselves though the 20 bucks is not commensurate with the effort we poured in and the hardship we gone through :)

Oh by the way, please allow me to utilize this opportunity to syok sendiri :D
This two certs especially the malay is also one of the best acheivement for me this year. . .

Though I was glad to get this but it was quite disappointing as I wasn't able to get for English that I once thought i will surely get it.
Mummy said keep the hope for next year, she wish I can get the best for three languages.
But I think I might disappoint her coz I'm still considering whether I should give up Chinese or not. . .
and I'm currently thinking of ways to convince my mummy on this coz she insist want me to take this subject.
I'm hesitating and I need some advice and opinion from more people....I think. . . .

又再见

2011-09-26T13:06:00.014+08:00

嗨，我们终于“ 再见 ”了

久违了
真的是久违了
大半年没有写过一篇东西
后遗症是
不知如何重新开始

就像一对恋人
分开很久了
再见面
都不知该说些什么
电影小说往往是这样的

嗨，你好吗
嗯，还好，你呢
哦，我也一样
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
场面很尴尬

在我上锁blog时
就决定暂停一阵子
除了一些多年的blog友
我没有邀请任何一位身边的朋友进来
甚至我最要好的朋友

这造成很多误会
他们个个都以为自己是那个
The only one who is NOT invited
他们以为我不当他们是朋友
他们有的在FB msg 问我
我解释说我暂停
有写东西会邀请他们进来
他们都接受我的解释

很多没问我的朋友
他们不太高兴我
他们觉得我对朋友有双重标准

一些跟了我的blog很久的好的朋友
他们因为这件事
开始对我冷谈了

没关系
当我写完这篇东西
我想我会邀请他们
让他们知道
我有当他们是我朋友

半年时间
发生了很多事情
有喜有乐
有悲有怒
那些值得记着的
还留存在我脑中

生活中我是个注重私隐
不习惯把心事向朋友透露的人
朋友们时常都埋怨
说我防范心太强

其实
太多东西憋在心里也不好受
所以我想把它化成文字
留在我的blog里

从现在开始
我会写一些比较私人的生活与感情琐事
由于blog已上锁
进得来的朋友
他们都是值得信赖的
所以我也没有什么好顾忌的

我希望
PMR过后
这个封尘已久的部落格
可以像以往那样
每一篇帖子都是用心地去写
让人看后
回味无穷

哇,有点老黄卖瓜
自赞自夸之意哦
哈哈

Text Style

2011-02-18T20:38:00.006+08:00

Frankly, I really feel not happy with those who text me without mentioning my name especially my good friends~
They used to call me sha, my sha, dear, buddy, baby, sweetie, sweetheart, darling, pig pig, granddaughter etc
Sometimes when I received friend's text without calling me purposely,
I'll delay replying them or just ignore them..
but fortunately most of them know me well so they rarely do that :)
Btw for me, i surely will call their names in texts because this is considered a courtesy and it is able to give the recipient a nice, warm and cozy feeling~
At least I think so

Zai Jian~再见

2011-02-17T14:43:00.021+08:00

I need to share something very privacy of myself with my friends
So, I planned to lock my blog
I apologize to those who are not invited
Thanks for your support and visit all the time
Bye...

I love it

2011-02-15T15:05:00.018+08:00

Thanks Ah Wei for delivering these flowers for me
I love real flowers <3

Suo Le Zai Jian

2011-02-15T13:40:00.002+08:00

13.2.2011 11.30pm

2011-02-13T23:59:00.004+08:00

“ 跟你说从你第一封的sms
到现在我一封都没有delete过..
还有机会的话..等一辈子我都等..
所以我愿意..=）”

这个message
我看一次
忍不住哭一次

两年多了
我以为
你早已放弃...
原来你没有...

情人节的前一天
你让我流泪了

My Ambition

2011-02-13T19:51:00.008+08:00

我咪问我
“你以后要做什么工作?”
我说
“不可以讲的，讲出来会不灵的:D”
她没好气地瞪了我一眼说
“那你就写出来吧～”
哈哈！果然有其女必有其母

其实啊
不是不要讲
而是我有太多愿望
暂时还不懂要做什么
我小时候就已经爱钱如命了
所以一度幻想当收银员

目前我对很多行业工作都很有兴趣
我喜新厌旧不爱呆板的生活
我身边的人都有很多建议
他们认为我可以读大众传播媒介
我爱语文历史so又有人建议我读Law

然而～
你们知道现阶段我最想当什么吗
是麻醉医师
嘿嘿
没想到咧

我咪问为什么要当麻醉师
我说可以避开解剖啊
她说你读这科还不就是读医科
一样要解剖见血
啊，是咩？我晴天霹雳~
希望落空了:(
你呀,真是孤陋寡闻～她摇头

为什么怕解剖
我咪继续问
不懂要怎样下手切肉～我答
下次我煮菜切肉时你来我教你
哦，酱可以吗～我怀疑
当然，原理一样的，会缝线吗～她又问
还可以
那还好～她说
今早你流鼻血，看到手帕上的那些血你害怕吗
不怕～我说
那你还有希望啦！
是吗～我开心的问
你用功点啦，不要每天听那些韩歌看韩剧～没益处的
花多点时间读书，你以为做医生酱容易啊？像你这种做事只肯努力八十分就觉得够的人，
做什么都很难成功的你知道吗...还有啊.........................................
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=.= ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Rumours

2011-02-12T20:39:00.008+08:00

精彩!
真精彩！
最近听到很多关于我的rumours
都是男女私情的
我听了都觉得喷饭
真的很娱人

我想如果我是艺人
绯闻一定天天见报
不必我去制造
是别人帮我宣传

那天Bboy直接开门见山跟我说
有人说我跟Jamie一起
说者可能讲到好像真的一样
所以身为我的好朋友的他
都半信半疑了～
别人更不必说了

接下来就是YKS那单
在Pesta Angpau时我请他当我们话剧组的配音员
而他也很爽快地答应了
话剧之后
很自然就和他有点互动联络
哇！那些绘影绘色的谣言
真的让人听了又气又好笑

另外一个更离谱
我只是收到他的request礼篮
他们就咬定我跟他交情非浅
很多人都有收到异性的礼篮
为什么不讲他们

就如bboy
我们是从Choir里建立一份难得的友情
他真的当我如妹妹一样疼爱
而我真的也当他如哥哥般
我哥还嫉妒我对他不及bboy呢
所以
很多人
包括我之前的好朋友
都怀疑我们不是朋友酱简单
我们甚至还常为了bboy而冷战
感情逐渐下降

讲你们都不信
平时如果没什么大事
我们就连text 都没有
不过我很庆幸
不管怎样那份深厚的感情就是还在

有一个更滑稽
那人是你们绝对没有想到的
那就是NOTTY!
是的
你没看错
就是Ah Dee
记得有一次（就仅那么一次）
我们在FB打情骂俏
全世界有脑的人都知道那是开玩笑的啦
（是真的就不会show 出来了=P）
因为谁不知道这是Notty 的 style
但
就有人当真
然后很不开心很不爽我

有一次无意中他讲了出来
我差点昏了
从此我再也不敢给comment ah Dee了~:D
尤其是想他的时候 XD
哈哈

以前我会很在意很讨厌这些rumours
觉得污染自己
现在长大了
懂得事情多了
所以看开了
不会太在意

只是有时这些谣言
不多不少都会造成
我与对方见面会变得很尴尬
有时连朋友都做不成了
这样就不好了

An early valentine present

2011-02-11T22:11:00.016+08:00

Bboy messaged me last night asked what time i'll be at home today
he said he want to give me a Valentine present
coz he will be going back to study on Sunday (13.2.2011)
so it means that this coming Valentine's day he is not in Bentong

I was so gay and curious what he gonna give me
It sounds so mysterious :S

So today I came back from school and after lunch and bath,
Soon his car reached in front of my house :)
He called "Sha~~"
I went out then he passed me a note book like thingy

O_Ooohh? What could this be?
I carefully ripped the package apart and found out that~ it's
KIM HYUN JOONG TFS CALENDER!!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! I kept shouting and jumping when I see it:D
Hooooowwww preeeeeecioooooouuuus gift!
BBOY!!! how caring you are!!
I am glad you understand what i really like <3
You gave me a big surprised!
I was so damn thrilled and I really don't have other words to say

Thanks Bboy for you fabulous and gorgeous valentine gift♥
I love it so damn much seriously!

Sorry I didn't prepare anything for you
But still remember Pesta Angpau night
you hugged me twice before and after you perform?
Nah~ that is considered my valentine gift for you=P
Good enough? XP

HAPPY CNY

2011-02-09T21:21:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & GONG XI GONG XI

The first.. the last..the only one

2011-01-28T21:39:00.006+08:00

You got the answer from my blog

You laughed.." Hahaha.." then said

" You will have the chance to be the first one!

Or the only one..... "

" Your only one?..are you sure? "I doubted it

You were in silence after my question

Hey! I believe i may be your first one but will not be the only one

Sure..but..

2011-01-22T20:33:00.009+08:00

You asked

if you could drive

will i sit your car....

I tried to talk another topic

I knew you surely disappointed didn't get my reply

Well, my answer is..

Sure i will..

But

I want to be

your first

GIRL passenger

:))

Strange number

2011-01-20T23:37:00.008+08:00

While tuitioning, everyone pay attention to teacher's teaching

Suddenly my hand phone which is in silent mode vibrates

It was a missed call from 017-xxxxxxx

It is a strange number so i just ignored it as usual

*zap zap..*

my hp vibrates again and it's a same number with text " Hi ^^ "

I secretly asked my friend beside me whether she know this number

she check her phone list then shook her head

So i don't bother and we just continue our lesson

Few minutes later....my hp vibrates again

it's the same number again with another text .." Hey :)"

I am curious this time and try to ask everyone silently this number

but no one knows who's that weirdo

So I had no way and continue ignore it

While every one focusing on lecture

Suddenly teacher said " Lime, stop texting shasha ..."

Everybody look at the guy that teacher mention

"It's not me teacher..!" lime deny with innocent face

"I noticed that everytime after you pressing your hp, shasha will check her hp then.."

"Don't tell me that's not you ..." teacher added

Straight away lime *speechless*...and everyone laughed :D

I really admire teacher's observation

Even though while he is teaching so seriously but at the same time

he can also observe us well and know what everyone is doing

He's really a great teacher :)

Get started

2011-01-14T23:09:00.001+08:00

Since mum learned to use computer sometimes, now she got used to it.

Most of my uncles aunties or my mum's friends have facebook, but seems my mum don't have interest on it.

She was intended to have a blog for blogging before she know to use computer well.

I know she likes to write coz she was a former reporter before she married.

Recently she want me to create a blog for her but I was extremely busy since school just reopened .

Anyway I have promised her that i'll do it once i'm free.

So mum gonna have her first Blog soon, let's see what will she be blogging about~

Owh! big onion

2011-01-12T21:23:00.008+08:00

Before my house maid Ika balik kampung, my mum usually don't let me go to kitchen to help her.

She thought that I'll hurt myself when I go to kitchen....like i'll cut finger, i'll fire in my hand and blah blah blah....she said that i'll bother her cooking . So I rarely to go to kitchen for help her cooking even though i really interested in it.

Since Ika leaved, mum was cooking one day and i were allowed to go into the kitchen for helping.

Mum ：Girl, pass me a big onion, fast..

Sha : Where do you put the big onion ?

Mum : The cupboard behind you

So I run to the cupboard and open it then i were stunned there....

sha : Mummy..how's the big onion look like?

Mum : Just like small red onion..only the shape is bigger

sha : What is the shape?...

Mum : Big and round lar ....

sha : Urm.......

Mum : Get it?

sha : Nah, is this?

Mum : Oh my goodness! (scream!) this is garlic! ( she stare at me then can't stop laughing)

sha : You said it is big and round, this is the only one bigger and round shape in the cupboard

Mum : Aiyo! useless lar you, you don't even know which is big onion and garlic..

sha　: I saw garlic before, it is looks like pips...　

Mum : That is garlic already stripped, before that its a big granular

sha : Owwhhhhh! hehe :D

Mum : HAIHZZZZZZZZZZ

2011 随写

2011-01-06T18:33:00.014+08:00

时间飞快

长长的假期就这样过完了

我这个假期过得很“多姿多彩”

怎么说呢？

留意我的blog吧

也许我会透露给你知道

也许不

哈哈！

今天已是2011年的第六天了

记得在2011年的第一天凌晨

我虽然没有和朋友一起迎接新年

但也接到不少祝福的简讯

还接到不少奇怪好笑的text....

感觉好热闹好high

～有人在还没踏入2011时分

就迫不及待发来好几个祝福，让人心情早早就开始亮了起来！

（那个老是叫我pig pig的form 6 guy..不管我回不回你，你都是那么有耐心每天不断的来好几个text，虽然有时只是短短的几个字。朋友，你知道吗？开始认识你对你印象平平。。到现在完全改观了～原来你俘虏女孩的心是一流的！:D ）

～有个冷面笑匠，在快要到2011时问了我一个the funniest and hardest question in the world!

亏他才会想到这种问题，真的让我笑到半死，一月一号醒来想到还会笑！但到现在我还想着该怎样回他 ...（喂，我说不舍得你走是因为要你当我的免费merentas desa 的教练, 如果我能得到金牌，将会送你一个big big hug :))) ）

~有人在2011倒数时喝了一些酒迷糊中sent了message给我。酒醒之后他说不太清楚。。。

(哈哈，不要假假啦，酒后不是有三分醒的吗？那次你用我发过给你的good night message回我，我随口说要罚你每晚都要给我send 不同的的good night massage..没想到你真的做到，现在你还send着...最近几个我伤风忙着做话剧道具的深夜里，你的问候温暖我的心...谢谢）

～有人借2011 new year message 里情话绵绵...我猜他是抄来shock sendiri 的 ( hey! I know you don't know chinese but you still always visit my blog. Do you know I am talking about you? Your message is really so so don't like you. Seriously, you are quite annoying sometime..XD)

～有人要给“老朋友”Sasha的text竟然忙中有错sent来给我，让我知道了她的一些秘密。。哇哈哈！（那天dinner你的打扮真的让我眼前一亮！）

～还有你，还有我的同班不同班同学，我的学长学哥学姐~谢谢大家的New Year Greeting

也许你们只是随手转发一个简讯，but I really appreciate~ Thanks everybody and wish you all the best in 2011

Still loving you

2010-12-10T23:20:00.008+08:00

A couple after breaking up for few years

One day they met in a city...

Guy : Hi.. how are you?

Girl : Fine

Guy : Hmm..how about him?

Girl : Good as well

Girl : How about you?

Guy : I'm fine

Girl : How about..her?

Guy : She just told me that she is fine

*What a beautiful love story.. touched

Looking Foward

2010-12-02T22:06:00.024+08:00

Yeah people! Kim Hyun Joong is finally coming!

well frankly speaking I'm a big fan of him but not the kind of crazy fans

so as I heard the news that he's coming I wanted to meet him

but eventually I decided not to because of my laziness :D

and I seriously don't like that type of crowd

Don't ever want me to squeeze myself into the super crowd

For me watching in drama is way better

So I went for my violin class and I required teacher Leon to write some violin scores for me

Jang Geun Suk's song : )

When I told him it's korean song he straight away say " The Kim....don't know what again?"

Coz I once told him I like Hyun Joong

" Nope But he's coming to malaysia soon"

" Then sure you're going right?"

" I don't think so..wanted to go, but..."

" You should go! Since you like him so much and you know what?

It's maybe once in a lifetime!"

Yeah..it might be ONCE IN A LIFETIME

When I was back home

I told mum about hyun joong visiting malaysia's stuffs

Surprisingly she supported me to go too

She said everyday I mentioned this joong joong till she's sick of it ady

*my mum felt hard to pronoun his name so she juz call him "joong joong " cute right? :)

She added since now is holiday and this is really once in a blue moon

So better don't miss this chance since I so admire him

Then after a long thought

OKAY! I'M GOING!

And dad said he's free on that day

I'm persuading my brother to accompany me and help me to take photo of him

Hope he'll agree and he probably will :)

Actually for me

can be in the same shopping centre with him, breathe in the same air,

and smell his smell from the air is really sweet enough :D

If I can see from far then better

Can hear his voice is the BEST!

p.s I'm a simple little fangirl that loved him for 2 years

seriously i usually not so sehati jiwa for a guy but for him i'm

5/12/2010

Hope it will be an unforgetable day in my life ;)

♡S.A.R.A.N.G.H.A.E O.P.P.A!♡

A Loyal Dog

2010-11-12T21:26:00.008+08:00

Just now, after my violin lesson, my teacher Leon introduced me a movie

called "Hachiko - A Dog's Tale". It is a true story that happened in Japan.

When Leon related the story to me, I was moved to tears.....T.T

He said that after the show, he noticed most of the audience had red teary eyes except HIM.

Anyway, I know he was probably lying lor..coz I could see that his eyes were a bit teary even when he was telling me the story.......kakaka! XDDD

An American adaptation of a Japanese tale about a loyal dog named Hachiko. This very special friend would accompany his master to the train station every day and return each afternoon to greet him after work. Sadly his master departs one day, passes away and never returns to the station. Hachiko faithfully returns to the same spot at the station the very next day, and every day for the next nine years to wait for his beloved master. During his daily visits, Hachiko touches the lives of many who work near and commute through the town square. He teaches the local people love, compassion and above all unyielding loyalty. Today, a bronze statue of Hachiko sits in his waiting spot outside the Shibuya station in Japan as a permanent reminder of his devotion and love.

This is the real Hachiko..I guess everyone would like him a lot

Surprise

2010-11-01T21:37:00.004+08:00

Today, when I was back from school, I saw a letter with my name on my study desk.

It looked very formal and I have never received such letter before.

It made me so curious

I anxiously opened it and to my pleasant surprise,

There was a cheque for Rm50.60 from NUFFNANG!!!

I have been writing my blog for a long time. I never thought i will get the real money.

But i kept on writing even though i am not that hardworking .

Finally i got a payment of Rm50.60 from Nuffnang,

This is really unbelievable when i held the cheque.

Although this is a very small amount, but i am very elated and delighted.

This is consider my "First salary" at age 14.

I will continue writing my blog.

You guys PLEASE continue CLICK on the adverdisement when you visit my blog.

The more you people CLICK, the more money I'll earn! :D

我猜...

2010-10-26T15:30:00.008+08:00

一对好朋友分了之后

旁人都喜欢从他俩的一举一动来猜测他们分开的原因

如果你表现得比以前更开心快乐

这时，别人可能会一口咬定的说

啧啧，分手后还时常笑脸常开

一定是他/她无情无义，不仁不忠在先

如果你一副眉头深锁，

心事重重一脸憔悴的样子

别人就会给予十分同情地说

看，他整个人都“残嗮”，

真可怜，大多数是他被人甩了～～

如果你看起来一如往常

一举一动也很正常

别人或许又会这样说，

唉，你看他

分手后还要扮得若无其事，真太难为他了

朋友

如果有一天

有人面对分手

记得

最好带上mask

免得别人对你的 face expression诸多揣测

Exam talk

2010-10-24T14:00:00.027+08:00

Lower forms exam is around the corner..

almost everyone feels nervous before the exam.

Butterflies in the stomach and worrying thoughts

"Will I be able to answer the questions?'""Have I done enough revision?"

Ya, a certain amount of nervous tension maybe can helps us perform to the best of our ability

and helps us to feel alert and focused.

But too much anxiety can BLOCK thoughts, create a negative frame of mind,

and lead to panic and potentially poor exam performance..

These are what I exprienced~

My school have four terms of exams every single year

But they pick the students 2nd term result for Anugerah Cemerlang

So no matter how well /poor you did before and

after the 2nd term exam doesn't matter

You'll still get the Anugerah prize if your 2nd term's result is Great

(The results are first, second and third)

Therefore I was really anxious for that term's exam

I put all my effort and was determined to be in the top 3

In fact, I didn't even expect that i'll be out of the top 3

Coz all the while my target is no.1 ...am i naive?

In my study life, I seldom panic before exams

Maybe at that time I was too stress and worried about my performance

So no matter how hard I studied, the words just can't enter my mind

I felt desperate during that exam period

Eventually the result was out and I got No.4 in my class

The result was bad and really upset me but thats the truth and i must accept it

Since that incident, i do learn for a lesson that try to avoid getting stressed before exam and prepare well and get ready in advance

This my first term March result

2nd term May result~ T.T

Pendidikan jasmani and pendidikan SENI always bring me to the hell

Result for August~

Sore throat recipes

2010-10-23T18:49:00.014+08:00

Every time I pray hard that don't let me fall sick before or during exam season

but seems it's like a curse and can't be avoid

my sore throat came again

It made my whole body uneasy and tired

I hate to take medicine

I refused to visit doctor

Surprising my mum do agree with me

but didn't expect that she herself become a doctor

She forced me to take those things since i insist not to see doctor

Fresh lemons

Pure honey~

Honey lemon juice~

Extract juice from lemon and add in some pure honey

It's taste just like lemon tea..

bring it to tuition and try my best to finish it

I named this as~ Special Air Barli

My mum blended those beras barli then added some unknown thingy

and some special brown sugar while boil it~

Taste really good, thumbs up!

Vitamin C~

Take 2 tablets in the morning.. afternoon and night

These made me feel like vomiting every time i swallow them~

coz the tablet is so BIG!!!

After taking all these for few days, I feel much much better

So guys, if you feel sore throat and don't wanna see doctor or take any medicine

you can ask your mommy try to prepare these "special food" for you

It may help you~

But anyway if you're really having a bad sore throat

visiting doctor is a must~^^

Baby..Don't Cry Out Loud

2010-10-23T14:53:00.005+08:00

Life is not always running smoothly

Life itself can have its ups and downs

Therefore, we must learn how to cheer ourselves up when we're down

Try to do some activities that you like

it may help to blow away those dark clouds and

let the sunshine into your life again :)))

So if my daily life or studies face of obstacles and disappointments

I like to put on some meaningful songs to cheer up myself

Recently my mum introduced me to listen some meaningful oldies

Especially "Don't cry out loud"

She keeps saying that this song can motivate and give semangat to those who upset

But don't know why ..every time when listen to this song

It didn't even cheer me up but make me even sad and feel like crying T.T

Mum...you're so bad

But frankly, this song is really great

Baik-baik Sayang

2010-10-17T14:39:00.013+08:00

I heard this song from my school's Teacher Singing Competition

Once I heard it, I fell in love with it~

Never tired of listening it everyday...

胡扯

2010-10-13T20:41:00.011+08:00

久违了

我知道你们都在等我

不是吗

哈哈

很好笑

一个多月没写了

刚才要log in 时

竟然忘记了password

试了很多次才成功

所以说

如果久久没去接触一样东西

你一定会忘记的

相信我

时间真的会冲淡一切

很多事情

也会随着时间而改变

人

也是一样

我在胡言乱语些什么

原谅我～

我的思维今天很混乱

我向来都不喜欢写一些

人家看不明白的东西

正如我讨厌看别人写一些

我看来看去都看不明白的东西

觉得浪费眼力脑力和时间

现在我终于明白

为什么有些人写东西

你永远都catch不到他在讲什么

我想

有些人是文笔不好

表达不出心中要讲的东西

有些人却是故意不要写那么明

好让你看过后慢慢去揣测

这是高明的写法

可惜

我水准不够

写不出这种post

结果

你们现在看的

就是一篇浪费眼力脑力和时间的

烂帖子

有沒有 you mei you

2010-09-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

Jason Chen (Cover Version)

2010-09-17T21:06:00.001+08:00

I'm not missing

2010-09-09T23:34:00.012+08:00

For the past few days, I was attending to something important.

So I didn't on my hp for the time being and didn't contact anyone.

Yesterday my friends wanted to call me to play basketball but was unable

to get in touch with me at all. So they were forced to come my house

to check out what was really happening. When they saw me, they complained

why they were can't contact me.

On my way to the basketball court. I passed by my dear buddy Kishia's house.

I stopped and said Hi to her coz I had not met her for the past few days.

Miss her so much!

Once she saw me, she straight away grumbled non stop.....asking me where i went,

why didn't update my blog for so long.. If got only just simply post a song lyrics.

In facebook also nothing new....and what made her mad was, actually which hp number

can contact me..she was confused when she look at my name with a few numbers

on her contact list. XD I was at a loss on how to reply her! She sounded like my manager.:)

From what she asked, I sense that she has potential to be a "Caring" girl friend.

Guess next time the guy who is her boy friend must be very lucky, he has to report to her

details 24 hours a day~ wakakakaka!!!!

Tomorrow, I won't be in Bentong until next Wednesday.

In order to let my dear think of me always, I began posting many stuff in my FB since yesterday.

Let her know my whereabouts and what I am doing. I have also posted two pages in my blog

during this 2 days. Which i seldom do..

See! how well I treat her...don't know she feel touched or not.

Well..If i am free I will let her know where I am through FB~

I won't lost....I will always be there.

Oh Tom Yam

2010-09-08T20:30:00.012+08:00

If i'm not mistaken, Bentong has several Tom yam outlets. but only 2 are famous.

I have tried few of them before, but the taste just so so...

Lately i followed my choir members to one of the tom yam house.

Wow!!! once I tried it, I fell in love with it!~♥ So on my second visit with friends,

I tried to remember the way to the tom yam house.

I know that my mum is a spicy tom yam fan. After my strong recommentation,

so one day, my parents and I decided to have dinner there. before that I told my parents

how delicious and how nice the food was. So we puasa half a day and went there on empty stomachs. Thought of having a BIG FEAST!! wanted to have enjoy fully and makan puas puas.

Frankly man, as most of you know, I have a super poor sense of direction right?

But strangely, I was able to show my parents to the exact location that day without difficultly.

I felt proud of myself~♥

Honestly, that tom yam house is located beside the Perting school and can be easily found..hehe =D

When we reach there, I pointed to a residential house to dad and mum.

We noticed that it was so quiet there, and the tables and chairs were not laid out.

So my mum suspected that I had brought them to the wrong place.

I insisted that was the real" tom yam house".

My mum then go down to have a look. At that moment two teen guys walked out of the house.

Below was their conversation~

Mum : Hi! is this the tom yam house?

Teen : Yea...

Mum : So..not open for business yet?

Teen : No..today is not open for business.

Mum : Oh i see, so you are off every monday?

Teen : Nope, we are open everyday, but today is our special rest day.

Mum : Omg! how lucky we are !

Ya, This is the tom yam house that i mentioned.

Sorry didn't take any photos tat day. so i grabbed it

from facebook.

In the end, we have to settle for kfc..which is kinda my favorite but not my parents! xp

Because you loved me

2010-09-06T13:30:00.008+08:00

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

MET BY CHANCE

2010-08-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

今早一起床冲了凉后就大伤风

要去上学的时候我咪逼我吞一粒伤风丸

但还是止不住我狂奔出来的鼻涕

我一直不停的用tissue

我的鼻子都快给擦烂了

很讨厌

跟往常一样，上学途中

我在车里边吃着饼干一边回着朋友讯息

也听着FLY FM 电台最hit 的歌曲

当我的车在一个红交通灯前停下时

我刚好发了个讯息抬头一看

咦，前面这个摩多骑士的背影酱熟悉的

好像是那个。。。

看清楚一点。。。

他的书包。。。黑色的

是啦没错啦

就是那个读书运动都不错

样子看起来稳重成熟的那个SS啦

（对不起这名很肉麻，但我们背后都酱叫他）

于是我顺手拿起手机拍下他

各位，你们看～

他是不是一个合格的骑士？

白色的头盔

亮着的车灯

黑色的书包

蓝白色烫得笔直的校服

每一样都让人容易的看到

如果你的车会撞到他那你真的是半盲的了

就算停在交通灯前

他也是规规矩矩很专心的等待青灯

不像一般人东张西望摇来晃去

一路上，他的摩多跑在我的车前面

我叫我Ady 尽量不要越过他

我发现他骑摩多稳健而且速度不快

为什么这样一个follow road undang的人

会在上一两个月发生一宗road accident呢？

据说当时他是被一辆马赛地撞倒

幸好吉人天相只是皮外伤

缝了五十多针还能每天拐着去上学

运动会时，他的脚伤还没好

但还是看到他扛着大旗带着队友列队绕场

那种精神，连老师也在我们面前称赞他

大难不死必有后福

他被这么一撞，学校很多人都认识他了

现在我还在这里写他

我跟朋友说过，谁要是出现我的blog

那个人一定会红的～

（因为我是写好人好事的）

哈哈哈！

哈，写了这么多他的好话

等下一定会被人误会有什么企图

没关系啦，我说过我的blog就是要写我想写的东西

你有你的想法， 你要误会你的事，我阻止不了

我想，你也是喜欢看我写这些东西才会来捧场的对吗

如果你看后觉得beh song那请静静就好不要出声

不然下次很难再看到我写的精彩东西了

（突然, 觉得自己很勇敢了^^）

写于19-4-2010

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后记：

我以为我的偷拍技术可以唯美狗仔队，没想到当我笨手笨脚地举起手机时，机警的他早已从他摩多的side mirror看到我了。只是他不肯定我是不是在拍他～也不肯定那是不是我。

于是，有次他在FB问起我这件事。Oh~My God! 我很吃惊原来他已发现，当时我的感觉就像偷窥被抓到一样，脸发烫到。。。～～ >.

幸好他不是正面问我，不然一定会“穿煲”。不过最后我还是故意闪掉没有回答他的问题。

（我想应该是当时我爸一直在问我干嘛拍人家，害我紧张才被发现的咯～==“）

我转话题跟他讲，我写了一篇有关他的东西，不懂他介意我post在blog那里吗？

没想到他什么也没问便一口答应说没问题～

Oh See！How steady he is~有真够爽快!

只是觉得对不起他就是，没告诉他会post照片。

Anyway, 这篇东西出来后，我会陆续写有关于我所看到的人事与物。

放心，我不会借blog 来对别人做人身攻击的，那不是我的style.

再说，我的blog都是“好人”才有机会上的～哈哈哈！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

花男女～

2010-08-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

那天，在朋友的部落格看了一篇很有意思的文章。

内容大概是说花心的人，都是不懂得爱，不珍惜爱的人。

在她的定义里，不是说男生对女朋友不忠，时常见异思迁才是花心。

她说，如果一个男孩追求女孩的目标，时常转换，他也被列为“花心男”

我在这里简称他们“花男”

她说，有花男为自己辩护，

说是因为追求的女生不愿跟他交往，他才转移目标，这不能算是花心。

但她说，被人拒绝就马上转换追求对象，连一点坚持心都没有，

这种人根本就不知道什么是爱，所以不配去“爱”。

哈哈！这点我看得拍手赞成。

是的，身边有许多男生，追女生如换衣服。

今天追A，明天追B, 或者同一时间里追ABCD，希望一石可以击中多只鸟。

相信很多女生都有过这种经验，

一个男生在积极的追求你时，同时也跟你身边的一些女友或其他女生搞暧昧。

当他一知道没机会得到你，就马上去追你的朋友或其他女生。

一点也不会为之前追求你所做过的事和讲过的话而感到有不好意思。

这种男生，你不得不佩服他们的博爱精神～你应该很庆幸没有看上他。

试想，一个可以同时爱几个女生的男生，他的感情道德观念会好到哪去？

他跟你在一起后，将来会不会随时背叛你？

我觉得通常花男都是比较难得到女生的青睐的，

就算有，他的感情都是不长久的。

当然，我们也知道有很多专一的男生，这里简称 ”专男“。

专男一旦喜欢上一个女生，就会锁定一个目标全心全意的追求她。

即使后来那女生拒绝了他，或者有一天那女的有了男友～

或许他会很难过很伤心，但他绝不会就这样掉头而走。

他还是很愿意当她身边的一个朋友，默默的守候着她。

你可能会笑他傻，笑他白痴浪费时间～你可能也会说，ceh! 做戏咩，酱痴情。

但我告诉你，如果, 有一天，万一那女的跟她男友分了，我想她第一个会考虑的，

可能就是这个对她一心一意，不离不弃的男生。

即使最后他真的得不到那个女生的爱，我相信他也会赢得别的女生的欣赏。

因为大家都知道，一个专一不滥爱的男生，将来肯定会是一个负责任的好男人。

科技发达，手机网络的方便，要交朋友易如反掌，要花心滥情一点都不难。

所以现代人很多都不太珍惜爱情，把分手当作平常事。

有的人这里才分手，那里马上投入另一段感情。

这种把爱情当作游戏的人，我怀疑他们对爱的付出到底是真是假？

真的很佩服他们的潇洒～

一个成熟懂得爱和有责任感的人，肯定是不会滥爱的。

当他选择了一个人，他就会很珍惜彼此两人的感情。

一个会尊重爱的人，他的爱也必定会也受到对方的尊重。

所以这种人的爱情多数是长久的，有美满结局的。

反之，一些人为了满足虚荣心而去爱～

他们以为人有我有，没有就很差劲，于是随便找个来谈情说爱。

谈谈下～后来或许遇到更好的，这时，他就可能会背叛或提出分手。

结果严重伤害他人的心～也贬低他自己。

其实花心滥情不只是男生的专利，很多女生也是这种人。

今天讲“花男”，下次有机会我再跟大家分享“ 花女”的故事～

敬请留意！XP

P/s，这篇东西可能像讲着某些人，不过我是无意的，如有雷同，纯属巧合！

Happy birthday my true friend

2010-07-31T18:21:00.002+08:00

9TH JULY 2010

IS MY BESTIE

KISHIA DEAR'S BIRTHDAY

SINCE IT IS STILL JULY

SO HERE I DEDICATE A MEANINGFUL

BIRTHDAY POEM TO HER~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TRUE FRIEND

A true friend is hard to find,
Someone who is always kind.
Words of advice; freely share,
Helping hand, always spare.

A true friend is hard to find,
Someone always on my mind.
Listens, cares, and understands,
Hardships; mutually withstands.

A true friend is hard to find,
Someone like you! Let me remind.
Birthday greetings, from my heart,
This celebration, we must start.

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恶魔之吻

2010-07-27T17:12:00.021+08:00

下课

她收拾好东西

下楼

刚才

下着毛毛雨

她讯息叫他别来等她

他回复说

I miss you

她再讯息警告他

别冒雨

从另一条街的补习学院那走过来

不然

一辈子不理他

他还是说

I miss you

一脚踏出

楼口

看到他

靠在那没开店的铁闸门那

头发有点湿湿

一脸孩子气地笑望着她

她没好气

正想开口骂他

突然

他一手环抱她

飞快的在她脸颊上

吻了下去

当她回过神来

发现载她的车来了

她连忙推开他

快快地上车

车走时

她转回头看

只见他

一脸胜利地笑着

向她挥挥手

接着

讯息来了

他说

Yeah! managed hug and kiss you..haha!

还附上一个邪恶的笑脸

抚着被他吻过的脸颊

虽占有一些雨水

但还热热的

此刻

她的心还砰砰跳着

但却又是

甜丝丝的

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双层恋

2010-07-20T22:11:00.010+08:00

双层恋

我的另一个blog

写了一段日子

所以有点忽略了这个blog

这blog所写的

类似小说

的真实故事

内容记述

一对同姓男女

纯真的爱

从

他们

相识

相恋

过程有笑有泪

这段

真挚的爱

让傻呼呼

的男女主角

了解到

原来

男女间

相爱很容易

但要

维持一份长久的爱

却不简单

他们都坚守要

Serious In Love

And

Love Stay Forever

然而

生活中有太多

意想不到的问题和误会

这段爱的过程

让这两个

爱情初哥

用泪水

换来

不少成长

也让他们知道

原来

求学时期谈恋爱

是要付出代价的

我很喜欢

这个真实故事

不要问我Blog址

如果你是我的follower

你有诚意

一定会找到它的

希望你看了后

可以从中学到一点东西

有一点收获

希望你会喜欢

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想念你了

2010-07-19T16:46:00.005+08:00

一年一度的歌咏比赛又到了。

由于时间有限，所以这几个星期我们都尽量利用上课和放学时间来练习。

练到像Notty所讲的，喉咙都快“破”了！

很巧，我的钢琴考试也是落在歌咏比赛的那个星期。

老实说，如果不是因为考试Miss Lim 非要我去不可，

在我衡量之下，我一定会ponteng piano去choir的。

因为choir是团体的，而且比赛时间紧迫，

如果团员随便因个人理由而缺席是会影响整组的进度的。

但是，有时团员真的是有逼不得已的理由不能来练习，

那又该怎么办？

由于我们choir向来都是在没有老师之下自己练习的，

所以，这时身为歌咏的领袖，就要明理，公正的处理。

因为这是一个吃力不讨好的工作。

讲到这里，就让我特别怀念bboy。

我进choir那年也是bboy当指挥的时候。

通常conductor就是choir的head。

Bboy 的样貌举止很有喜剧image。

他喜欢扮小丑娱乐人家。

虽然他的本性不是这样的。

他带领我们的choir时，choir 处处充满笑声！

那时，每个团员每天都很期待去练习，

因为那是我们最开心的时段。

Bboy从来都不把自己当作是我们的HEAD,

他把自己当作是我们的好朋友。

他做什么都和我们有商量，

他尊重我们每一个团员。

每当我们练得苦闷有压力时，

他就会丑化自己做些搞笑滑稽的动作来逗我们开心。

当然，他的做法也有引起一些人的不认同，

觉得一个领袖必须要有领袖样。

但我觉得，这就是他成功的地方。

因为他平易近人，不爱bossy, 懂得为人设想很贴心，

所以他也得到别人的欢心，大家都很愿意和他配合。

记得有一次，我们choir有个mini concert，我是表演小提琴。

Concert的前几天，我们都要彩排，

所以我那几天必须把我的小提琴带到学校去。

我担心把琴带去学校放在班上会被人拿来玩，

还有，我表演时需要到CD player 来伴奏，

于是便在sms里问他怎办。

那时我跟他还不熟，

跟你讲，他这人也是蛮现实的，

那时他小看我这些是form 1 girl

有时也会懒得entertain的咧！

每次sms，讲完重点他就马上say good night讲他要睡了。

虽然那时才九点多，

虽然我并没要跟他chat的意思，

但他做到好像我要追求他酱～～==！

风水轮流转，后来每次他sms找我聊天，

我爽爽就reply他，不爽就假假睡觉了～

让他在那里跳脚！

扯远了，说回到刚才的东西，他听完我的难题后跟我说他会搞定。

果然，每一次学校有练习，他就派marcus来把我的violin放到bilik Tayang

有一次下着雨，marcus都到我班来拿琴。

彩排时，他也真的有为我准备一架音响不错的CD player给我。

结果那时的performance还得到不错的反应。

从那时开始，我就觉得他很体贴。

（这里也要谢谢xil当时的音响控制，还有marcus来帮我拿violin，嘻嘻^^）

去年一整年，我们的choir在他的另类领导之下，

我们跨进全国赛，得到很不错的成绩。

我知道，他带我们的时候，也有遇过很多开心与不开心的事，

让他笑过也哭过。

然而，我很佩服他就是，他从不会把个人恩怨带到choir里。

他会一笑泯千愁～EQ很高。

还有，他有本事说服学校的那个看起来很高傲，个性有点孤僻低调，

不是很懂音乐但又有点名气人物（似贬似煲..等下被他kill XD )

～陈锐峰加入我们的choir，（请不要帮他翻译）

让我们的choir有更多俊男美女，更有号召力！XDD

你说，他的social ability 是不是一流的？

记得他快考STPM接近要离开choir时，心里对他万般的不舍。

一直想起与他一起在choir的日子。

从开始的陌生～到熟悉～到分离～

很担心他走了choir不懂怎样。

结果他刚离开时真的和不习惯，

每次在dewan 练习时有车经过，我都会看到好像是他那辆蓝色Wira,

其实不是，是幻觉。

一次在msn里跟他谈到想哭。。。

他也是一个感性的人，我感觉到他也正难过着，可是为了安慰我，

他假装搞笑地说，做么要这么伤心，好像我就要离世了这样。。

弄到我破涕为笑！

现在他人已在外地读书，

我们虽然没有时常联系，

尤其是我，只有在不开心的时候才会找他。

但他一点也不介意（表面上）

只要我找他他就会借一双耳朵听听我细诉。

我不是一个容易跟人谈心事的人，

不懂为什么，对他我什么都会说～没有防备，十分信赖。

以前我对他信赖的程度更厉害，连某人看了也大吃醋。

我家人看了也怀疑我是不是爱上了他。哈哈！

现在每次都有留意他的blog和他在FB的活动，

看他现在正38 着什么，几时回来与我们聚聚。，

Choir 比赛来了，

Bboy，此刻特别想念你。

Ps.我知道这次的配色很难看，请忍受一下，因为orange 和 purple 是他喜爱的颜色。

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

几时能见

2010-07-05T21:16:00.002+08:00

哈哈

我的blog 已在垂死边缘了

记得假期时

我在msn跟一个朋友说

我不想写了

想关门大吉

他说

你可以少写

你可以不写

但就请不要关掉

也许

他只是随口说说

但听起来还蛮爽蛮感动的

至少

还有一个人挽留

就这样一句话

我的blog才不至于

CLOSE

所以

现在当我up date blog

我就想到这个人

我说过很多次了

我的blog现在是在

有限制之下写的

写得很“显”

很没趣

我想

看的人

也更没趣

是吧

很多次试过想不理了

写完了就敢敢post了吧

可是噢

到最后

还是不了了之

你知道吗

我的blog里

save 着很多篇

打好的帖子

只是不懂

何时何日

才能与你们

相见

I miss you..Pulau Redang

2010-06-19T00:20:00.004+08:00

*Hey guys..To see more photos please visit my facebook

later..will be uploading more soon..

想我

2010-06-13T18:05:00.005+08:00

泳衣，背心，短裤，太阳眼镜，防晒油，拖鞋。。

全都收拾得差不多了

明晚即将启程

很期待

快点

飞到

海的

的那一方

朋友

想我吧

我也会

想你们的

一定会 ^^

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Pls Don't too much

2010-06-10T11:57:00.015+08:00

Too Much Jealousy And Possessiveness Wl Ruin Your Love

考试花絮

2010-05-25T21:58:00.010+08:00

考试季节又到了

现在upper form 正如火如荼的考着

我们这些lower form的就在星期四开始

那种紧张的气氛，实在让人透不过起来

我不是很努力读书的人

我绝对是考试才抱佛脚的member

所以考试期间我就会很痛苦

因为要死命背死命记

读到没日没夜精神散涣满脸痘痘

这种读书方法很要不得

所以每一次考试时我就对自己说

我一定要改掉这种考试才读书的坏习惯

我发誓一定要天天定时温习功课

可是，每次考试过后

我一定会把这些誓言忘得一干二净

考试时一定会Tips满天飞

从互传考试tips里

我们可以看到很多人生百态

有的人很share

他知道什么都会告诉你

一点心机都没有

有的人很谨慎

他只有收没有放

有的人会斤斤计较

你有"料"给他他才给你

有的人看你读到脸青青

会在老师要来的前几分钟

突然大发慈悲告诉你他之前早已收到的tips

当你一脸感激忙着要读时

往往已是老师要派考卷的时刻了

最令你想要咬舌头自尽的是

刚才他所给的tips

竟然全都完完整整的出在考卷上

而你

虽然知道

但不会做

当你垂头丧气的把考卷交上后

他就一脸意气风发的走过来

笑眯眯地对你说

这次的考试你一定很满意吧

这时候你

真的不懂要如何对他表达心中的谢意

当然还有很多很多例子

基于夜已深不能一一列出

刚才跟朋友传简讯

他迟了些回我

他说他的同学收到一些明天考试科目贴士

就sms告诉他

我说你朋友对你真好

他说是咯我都没有问他他都会主动告诉我

就算这些tips没有出

我也很感激他对我那么好

从这点

你又可以发现你朋友的好～

你们的感情也许会更进一步

，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，，

Cutie E-mail

2010-05-08T13:54:00.020+08:00

Few days ago my friend told me that she had sent me some debate photos to my email.

OOH!! It has been ages since i opened my last email.

So last night I opened it to see those photos and suddenly I found that somebody also sent me an email~ He attached a cute cat with some words of encouragement regarding my debate. Could be he knew about this from my blog~

After reading his words..I felt so happy and warm..

Thanks for his concern and always trying to make me smile! ^ ^

( But he use to act very serious when we met ~XD)

He didn't inform me that he had sent me an email,

If not for my friend sent me the photos,

I wouldn't have opened my email, so I think I will miss this~

It seems to be coincidental right?

He wrote that my smile is like this kitten , Am I like this kucing comel? XD

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EXHAUSTED

2010-05-06T19:56:00.021+08:00

My school implement every Wednesday have to stay back for co-curriculum activities until 5.30pm started from yesterday. Every Wednesday i have 2 tuition classes. one is at 5.30pm

and the other one is at 7.30pm.

So yesterday immediately after school i went straight to tuition until 7pm. After that i rush back and manage to take my bath only, then take my dinner on my way to tuition in the car.

After tuition, reached home at about 9pm. I felt extremely TIRED!

Looking at the pile of homework, I nearly give up! At that time, my mum ask me about

something, I just kept quiet coz i really was too tired to reply. This made my mum feel annoyed and she started to say that my EQ needed improvement. She was worried that if i can't control my EQ it may affect my public relationship in future.

I felt that my mum took the matter too seriously. Try to imagine if you wake up 6 something in the morning then went to school and reached home only at 9pm. About 15 hours of non stop activities, will you feel exhausted? and also with a lot of homework waiting to be done, will you have any mood to talk? I don't think so.........

I had to complete all these till 12am something only then i have the chance go to the bed.

This morning i have great difficulty waking up. Now i wonder how to endure every Wednesday of the week...... Can anybody help me?............ T.T

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辩论背后的眼泪

2010-05-02T19:24:00.022+08:00

我知道辩论并不容易

但我以为凭着我有多年演讲的底子

应该不会太困难

我高估了我自己

一上场

就知道

自己完全没有实力

有的只是那股热枕和勇气

就如我咪常说的那句

“有勇无谋”

比赛前两天我们才分好人选

我当结辩

结辩的任务就是

反驳对方论点

加强或重申我方论点然后做个总结

（我是到第三场才真正catch 到）

初赛辩题为

“面子书对中学生的学习发展弊多于利”

这个辩题不难

很侥幸的让我们过第了一关

有评判指正说

结辩不可以重复第一辩的东西

它应该怎样怎样

我这才惊觉自己的错误

靠着其他队员好的表现

幸好还可以小胜

复赛的辩题为

“挫折利于成才”

我们整组组人忙找资料到半夜

Emmeline在百忙中用电话给了

我们很多指导和帮助

感动到无话可说

当天结辩环节时，

我才反驳完对方论点

最后30秒的铃声却响了

我只好简短的讲完自己的论点

还没来得及给论证便做总结

当我坐下时

司仪突然宣布

“对不起，刚才技术上问题，我们错误计时，结辩还有两分钟时间～”

天，怎样继续下去啊？

没法唯有乱扯一番

很幸运

这关也被我们闯过了

兴奋无比

评判给评语时

毫不留情的指出我犯的错误

说一个结辩应该在什么情况下

应该怎样怎样～～

通宵挨夜一番心血

换来这种不太好听的评语

犹如一桶冷水往头上淋

把所有的兴奋都淋灭了

当时心里实在很委屈很难受

于是我打电话给我咪

SHA : 咪，我们胜了～

MUM : 哇，这场都胜？进入半决赛咯？（她有点不可思议但语气兴奋）

SHA ：哦．．咪．．(语气有变）

MUM : 什么事？

SHA : 刚才评判讲．．．．．

MUM : 讲什么？

SHA : 他说．．我身为结辩．．不该看稿，没有做到该做的．．

MUM ：噢 . .

SHA：还有．．他说．．我不适合做结辩．．(说到这里我已泣不成声）

MUM :　将你觉得他说得对不对？

SHA : 我昨晚半夜才弄好这些东西....我背不来...(越讲越很委屈..哭到不行..)

MUM : 　那你觉得自己适合做结辩吗？

SHA : 我不懂...我要试做一辩．．（一边讲一边哭）

MUM : 评判给评语是很平常的事，他只是讲你一个人吗？

SHA：不是．．．（还是哭...)

MUM : 那就是啊，你们刚才的辩题不是“挫折利于成才吗”？

SHA: ．．（抽泣着）

MUM：你现在所面对的就是挫折了～评判指正你是在在帮你，让你下次更好更进步啊～

SHA：　．．．．．

MUM:　今晚对谁？什么辩题？

SHA:　上届亚军吉打里，“人少好办事”

MUM:　噢，这题目看起来好像比较不好辩哦～你们去哪准备资料？

SHA:　惠如爸爸朋友的家

MUM：时间不多，不要再难过了，快点抹干眼泪去跟他们一起准备

SHA:　哦．．．ｂｙｅ．．

当晚，我换去做一辩，表现也不理想，或者可以说更糟！

最后，技不如人，我们输得心服口服～

十点回来又得马上赶去惠如家为明早季殿军的比赛而准备

连日来的睡眠不足，加上压力，我有点昏晕的感觉

其他队友也开始面露疲态

于是我们轮流小睡

半夜十二点多我醒来时，

队友们个个累得呼呼大睡

我忙着上网找资料打稿

想起今天差劲的表现心里还是很闷

突然想起Emmeline

于是发个简讯给她

原来她还没睡

她和雪嫒还在为吉打里队准备着论稿

顿时，我心里感触良多

觉得吉打里队多么幸福

他们有senior 帮忙指导

有老师在旁指点

有领队带着出发

还有一群junior

陪着来帮忙找资料和打气

反观我队

孤零零的

没有领队

没有经验

没有正式的导师

Senior情愿去跟其他学校人一起练习

也不愿意跟我们一起

我们还听到一些难听的话

真是心痛死了

本是同根生

相兼何太急

像我们在第二场比赛胜后

对方曾一度不服气要上诉重辩

没人跟我们理论

我们很无助

好像没爹娘的孤儿被人欺负一样

后来一些评判知道我们连领队也没有

纷纷的给予我们无限的同情

他们知道我们几个还是中二生后

还不断的鼓励我们

幸好最后我们不必重辩

最后的一场比赛

我听Emmeline的意见

做回结辩

吸取了上几场的经验

这次我表现得小心翼翼

不再重犯过去的错误

表现中规中矩

我队这场也是输了

得了殿军

这次评判给评语时

也许已经知道我的年纪

所以不再为难我

不过当我看到我队友

也为一些评语而沮丧眼红时

我深深的了解他们的感受

当我们孤军作战受到挫败时

缺少一个人在旁给我们安慰和鼓励

那种感受外人很难明白

就像冬天喝冷水，冷暖自知

最后，我们还是在13组里夺得殿军

望着金澄澄的奖杯

它包含了我们几个队友的

努力执着泪水和坚持

在这里我们也要感谢

那些帮助过我们的人

还有aunty chia 让我们打扰她的豪宅

供我们一个很舒适的环境练习

还让我们在那里留宿用餐

这一个辩论赛

真的让我获益不浅

marcus 和honey pok表现出色～被视为最有潜能成为未来最佳辩论员（marcus已夺得两场最佳辩论员 )

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