又再见

嗨， 我们终于“ 再见 ”了

久违了
真的是久违了
大半年没有写过一篇东西
后遗症是
不知如何重新开始

就像一对恋人
分开很久了
再见面
都不知该说些什么
电影小说往往是这样的

嗨，你好吗
嗯，还好，你呢
哦，我也一样
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。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
场面很尴尬

在我上锁blog时
就决定暂停一阵子
除了一些多年的blog友
我没有邀请任何一位身边的朋友进来
甚至我最要好的朋友

这造成很多误会
他们个个都以为自己是那个
The only one who is NOT invited
他们以为我不当他们是朋友
他们有的在FB msg 问我
我解释说我暂停
有写东西会邀请他们进来
他们都接受我的解释

很多没问我的朋友
他们不太高兴我
他们觉得我对朋友有双重标准

一些跟了我的blog很久的好的朋友
他们因为这件事
开始对我冷谈了

没关系
当我写完这篇东西
我想我会邀请他们
让他们知道
我有当他们是我朋友

半年时间
发生了很多事情
有喜有乐
有悲有怒
那些值得记着的
还留存在我脑中

生活中我是个注重私隐
不习惯把心事向朋友透露的人
朋友们时常都埋怨
说我防范心太强

其实
太多东西憋在心里也不好受
所以我想把它化成文字
留在我的blog里

从现在开始
我会写一些比较私人的生活与感情琐事
由于blog已上锁
进得来的朋友
他们都是值得信赖的
所以我也没有什么好顾忌的

我希望
PMR过后
这个封尘已久的部落格
可以像以往那样
每一篇帖子都是用心地去写
让人看后
回味无穷

哇,有点老黄卖瓜
自赞自夸之意哦
哈哈

Text Style

Frankly, I really feel not happy with those who text me without mentioning my name especially my good friends~
They used to call me sha, my sha, dear, buddy, baby, sweetie, sweetheart, darling, pig pig, granddaughter etc
Sometimes when I received friend's text without calling me purposely,
I'll delay replying them or just ignore them..
but fortunately most of them know me well so they rarely do that :)
Btw for me, i surely will call their names in texts because this is considered a courtesy and it is able to give the recipient a nice, warm and cozy feeling~
At least I think so

Zai Jian~再见

I need to share something very privacy of myself with my friends
So, I planned to lock my blog
I apologize to those who are not invited
Thanks for your support and visit all the time
Bye...

I love it

Thanks Ah Wei for delivering these flowers for me
I love real flowers <3

Suo Le Zai Jian

13.2.2011 11.30pm

“ 跟你说从你第一封的sms
到现在我一封都没有delete过..
还有机会的话..等一辈子我都等..
所以我愿意..=）”

这个message
我看一次
忍不住哭一次

两年多了
我以为
你早已放弃...
原来你没有...

情人节的前一天
你让我流泪了

My Ambition

我咪问我
“你以后要做什么工作?”
我说
“不可以讲的，讲出来会不灵的:D”
她没好气地瞪了我一眼说
“那你就写出来吧～”
哈哈！果然有其女必有其母

其实啊
不是不要讲
而是我有太多愿望
暂时还不懂要做什么
我小时候就已经爱钱如命了
所以一度幻想当收银员

目前我对很多行业工作都很有兴趣
我喜新厌旧不爱呆板的生活
我身边的人都有很多建议
他们认为我可以读大众传播媒介
我爱语文历史so又有人建议我读Law

然而～
你们知道现阶段我最想当什么吗
是麻醉医师
嘿嘿
没想到咧

我咪问为什么要当麻醉师
我说可以避开解剖啊
她说你读这科还不就是读医科
一样要解剖见血
啊，是咩？我晴天霹雳~
希望落空了:(
你呀,真是孤陋寡闻～她摇头

为什么怕解剖
我咪继续问
不懂要怎样下手切肉～我答
下次我煮菜切肉时你来我教你
哦，酱可以吗～我怀疑
当然，原理一样的， 会缝线吗～她又问
还可以
那还好～她说
今早你流鼻血， 看到手帕上的那些血你害怕吗
不怕～我说
那你还有希望啦！
是吗～我开心的问
你用功点啦， 不要每天听那些韩歌看韩剧～没益处的
花多点时间读书，你以为做医生酱容易啊？像你这种做事只肯努力八十分就觉得够的人，
做什么都很难成功的你知道吗...还有啊.........................................
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=.= ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Rumours

精彩!
真精彩！
最近听到很多关于我的rumours
都是男女私情的
我听了都觉得喷饭
真的很娱人

我想如果我是艺人
绯闻一定天天见报
不必我去制造
是别人帮我宣传

那天Bboy直接开门见山跟我说
有人说我跟Jamie一起
说者可能讲到好像真的一样
所以身为我的好朋友的他
都半信半疑了～
别人更不必说了

接下来就是YKS那单
在Pesta Angpau时我请他当我们话剧组的配音员
而他也很爽快地答应了
话剧之后
很自然就和他有点互动联络
哇！那些绘影绘色的谣言
真的让人听了又气又好笑

另外一个更离谱
我只是收到他的request礼篮
他们就咬定我跟他交情非浅
很多人都有收到异性的礼篮
为什么不讲他们

就如bboy
我们是从Choir里建立一份难得的友情
他真的当我如妹妹一样疼爱
而我真的也当他如哥哥般
我哥还嫉妒我对他不及bboy呢
所以
很多人
包括我之前的好朋友
都怀疑我们不是朋友酱简单
我们甚至还常为了bboy而冷战
感情逐渐下降

讲你们都不信
平时如果没什么大事
我们就连text 都没有
不过我很庆幸
不管怎样那份深厚的感情就是还在

有一个更滑稽
那人是你们绝对没有想到的
那就是NOTTY!
是的
你没看错
就是Ah Dee
记得有一次（就仅那么一次）
我们在FB打情骂俏
全世界有脑的人都知道那是开玩笑的啦
（是真的就不会show 出来了=P）
因为谁不知道这是Notty 的 style
但
就有人当真
然后很不开心很不爽我

有一次无意中他讲了出来
我差点昏了
从此我再也不敢给comment ah Dee了~:D
尤其是想他的时候 XD
哈哈

以前我会很在意很讨厌这些rumours
觉得污染自己
现在长大了
懂得事情多了
所以看开了
不会太在意

只是有时这些谣言
不多不少都会造成
我与对方见面会变得很尴尬
有时连朋友都做不成了
这样就不好了

An early valentine present

Bboy messaged me last night asked what time i'll be at home today
he said he want to give me a Valentine present
coz he will be going back to study on Sunday (13.2.2011)
so it means that this coming Valentine's day he is not in Bentong

I was so gay and curious what he gonna give me
It sounds so mysterious :S

So today I came back from school and after lunch and bath,
Soon his car reached in front of my house :)
He called "Sha~~"
I went out then he passed me a note book like thingy

O_Ooohh? What could this be?
I carefully ripped the package apart and found out that~ it's
KIM HYUN JOONG TFS CALENDER!!!!














































OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! I kept shouting and jumping when I see it:D
Hooooowwww preeeeeecioooooouuuus gift!
BBOY!!! how caring you are!!
I am glad you understand what i really like <3
You gave me a big surprised!
I was so damn thrilled and I really don't have other words to say

Thanks Bboy for you fabulous and gorgeous valentine gift♥
I love it so damn much seriously!

Sorry I didn't prepare anything for you
But still remember Pesta Angpau night
you hugged me twice before and after you perform?
Nah~ that is considered my valentine gift for you=P
Good enough? XP

HAPPY CNY

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & GONG XI GONG XI

The first.. the last..the only one

You got the answer from my blog

You laughed.." Hahaha.." then said

" You will have the chance to be the first one!

Or the only one..... "

" Your only one?..are you sure? "I doubted it

You were in silence after my question

Hey! I believe i may be your first one but will not be the only one

Sure..but..

You asked

if you could drive

will i sit your car....

I tried to talk another topic

I knew you surely disappointed didn't get my reply

Well, my answer is..

Sure i will..

But

I want to be

your first

GIRL passenger

:))

Strange number

While tuitioning, everyone pay attention to teacher's teaching

Suddenly my hand phone which is in silent mode vibrates

It was a missed call from 017-xxxxxxx

It is a strange number so i just ignored it as usual

*zap zap..*

my hp vibrates again and it's a same number with text " Hi ^^ "

I secretly asked my friend beside me whether she know this number

she check her phone list then shook her head

So i don't bother and we just continue our lesson

Few minutes later....my hp vibrates again

it's the same number again with another text .." Hey :)"

I am curious this time and try to ask everyone silently this number

but no one knows who's that weirdo

So I had no way and continue ignore it

While every one focusing on lecture

Suddenly teacher said " Lime, stop texting shasha ..."

Everybody look at the guy that teacher mention

"It's not me teacher..!" lime deny with innocent face

"I noticed that everytime after you pressing your hp, shasha will check her hp then.."

"Don't tell me that's not you ..." teacher added

Straight away lime *speechless*...and everyone laughed :D

I really admire teacher's observation

Even though while he is teaching so seriously but at the same time

he can also observe us well and know what everyone is doing

He's really a great teacher :)

Get started

Since mum learned to use computer sometimes, now she got used to it.

Most of my uncles aunties or my mum's friends have facebook, but seems my mum don't have interest on it.

She was intended to have a blog for blogging before she know to use computer well.

I know she likes to write coz she was a former reporter before she married.

Recently she want me to create a blog for her but I was extremely busy since school just reopened .

Anyway I have promised her that i'll do it once i'm free.

So mum gonna have her first Blog soon, let's see what will she be blogging about~

Owh! big onion

Before my house maid Ika balik kampung, my mum usually don't let me go to kitchen to help her.

She thought that I'll hurt myself when I go to kitchen....like i'll cut finger, i'll fire in my hand and blah blah blah....she said that i'll bother her cooking . So I rarely to go to kitchen for help her cooking even though i really interested in it.

Since Ika leaved, mum was cooking one day and i were allowed to go into the kitchen for helping.

Mum ：Girl, pass me a big onion, fast..

Sha : Where do you put the big onion ?

Mum : The cupboard behind you

So I run to the cupboard and open it then i were stunned there....

sha : Mummy..how's the big onion look like?

Mum : Just like small red onion..only the shape is bigger

sha : What is the shape?...

Mum : Big and round lar ....

sha : Urm.......

Mum : Get it?

sha : Nah, is this?

Mum : Oh my goodness! (scream!) this is garlic! ( she stare at me then can't stop laughing)

sha : You said it is big and round, this is the only one bigger and round shape in the cupboard

Mum : Aiyo! useless lar you, you don't even know which is big onion and garlic..

sha　: I saw garlic before, it is looks like pips...　

　

Mum : That is garlic already stripped, before that its a big granular

sha : Owwhhhhh! hehe :D

Mum : HAIHZZZZZZZZZZ

　　

2011 随写

时间飞快

长长的假期就这样过完了

我这个假期过得很“多姿多彩”

怎么说呢？

留意我的blog吧

也许我会透露给你知道

也许不

哈哈！

今天已是2011年的第六天了

记得在2011年的第一天凌晨

我虽然没有和朋友一起迎接新年

但也接到不少祝福的简讯

还接到不少奇怪好笑的text....

感觉好热闹好high

～有人在还没踏入2011时分

就迫不及待发来好几个祝福， 让人心情早早就开始亮了起来！

（那个老是叫我pig pig的form 6 guy..不管我回不回你， 你都是那么有耐心每天不断的来好几个text，虽然有时只是短短的几个字。朋友，你知道吗？ 开始认识你对你印象平平。。到现在完全改观了～原来你俘虏女孩的心是一流的！:D ）

～有个冷面笑匠，在快要到2011时问了我一个the funniest and hardest question in the world!

亏他才会想到这种问题，真的让我笑到半死，一月一号醒来想到还会笑！ 但到现在我还想着该怎样回他 ...（喂， 我说不舍得你走是因为要你当我的免费merentas desa 的教练, 如果我能得到金牌，将会送你一个big big hug :))) ）

~有人在2011倒数时喝了一些酒迷糊中sent了message给我。酒醒之后他说不太清楚。。。

(哈哈，不要假假啦， 酒后不是有三分醒的吗？那次你用我发过给你的good night message回我，我随口说要罚你每晚都要给我send 不同的的good night massage..没想到你真的做到，现在你还send着...最近几个我伤风忙着做话剧道具的深夜里，你的问候温暖我的心...谢谢 ）

～有人借2011 new year message 里情话绵绵...我猜他是抄来shock sendiri 的 ( hey! I know you don't know chinese but you still always visit my blog. Do you know I am talking about you? Your message is really so so don't like you. Seriously, you are quite annoying sometime..XD)

～有人要给“老朋友”Sasha的text竟然忙中有错sent来给我， 让我知道了她的一些秘密。。哇哈哈！（那天dinner你的打扮真的让我眼前一亮！）

～还有你， 还有我的同班不同班同学，我的学长学哥学姐~谢谢大家的New Year Greeting

也许你们只是随手转发一个简讯，but I really appreciate~ Thanks everybody and wish you all the best in 2011

Still loving you

A couple after breaking up for few years

One day they met in a city...

Guy : Hi.. how are you?

Girl : Fine

Guy : Hmm..how about him?

Girl : Good as well

Girl : How about you?

Guy : I'm fine

Girl : How about..her?

Guy : She just told me that she is fine

*What a beautiful love story.. touched

Looking Foward

Yeah people! Kim Hyun Joong is finally coming!

well frankly speaking I'm a big fan of him but not the kind of crazy fans

so as I heard the news that he's coming I wanted to meet him

but eventually I decided not to because of my laziness :D

and I seriously don't like that type of crowd

Don't ever want me to squeeze myself into the super crowd

For me watching in drama is way better

So I went for my violin class and I required teacher Leon to write some violin scores for me

Jang Geun Suk's song : )

When I told him it's korean song he straight away say " The Kim....don't know what again?"

Coz I once told him I like Hyun Joong

" Nope But he's coming to malaysia soon"

" Then sure you're going right?"

" I don't think so..wanted to go, but..."

" You should go! Since you like him so much and you know what?

It's maybe once in a lifetime!"

Yeah..it might be ONCE IN A LIFETIME

When I was back home

I told mum about hyun joong visiting malaysia's stuffs

Surprisingly she supported me to go too

She said everyday I mentioned this joong joong till she's sick of it ady

*my mum felt hard to pronoun his name so she juz call him "joong joong " cute right? :)

She added since now is holiday and this is really once in a blue moon

So better don't miss this chance since I so admire him

Then after a long thought

OKAY! I'M GOING!

And dad said he's free on that day

I'm persuading my brother to accompany me and help me to take photo of him

Hope he'll agree and he probably will :)

Actually for me

can be in the same shopping centre with him, breathe in the same air,

and smell his smell from the air is really sweet enough :D

If I can see from far then better

Can hear his voice is the BEST!

p.s I'm a simple little fangirl that loved him for 2 years

seriously i usually not so sehati jiwa for a guy but for him i'm

5/12/2010

Hope it will be an unforgetable day in my life ;)

♡S.A.R.A.N.G.H.A.E O.P.P.A!♡

A Loyal Dog

Just now, after my violin lesson, my teacher Leon introduced me a movie

called "Hachiko - A Dog's Tale". It is a true story that happened in Japan.

When Leon related the story to me, I was moved to tears.....T.T

He said that after the show, he noticed most of the audience had red teary eyes except HIM.

Anyway, I know he was probably lying lor..coz I could see that his eyes were a bit teary even when he was telling me the story.......kakaka! XDDD

An American adaptation of a Japanese tale about a loyal dog named Hachiko. This very special friend would accompany his master to the train station every day and return each afternoon to greet him after work. Sadly his master departs one day, passes away and never returns to the station. Hachiko faithfully returns to the same spot at the station the very next day, and every day for the next nine years to wait for his beloved master. During his daily visits, Hachiko touches the lives of many who work near and commute through the town square. He teaches the local people love, compassion and above all unyielding loyalty. Today, a bronze statue of Hachiko sits in his waiting spot outside the Shibuya station in Japan as a permanent reminder of his devotion and love.

This is the real Hachiko..I guess everyone would like him a lot

Surprise

Today, when I was back from school, I saw a letter with my name on my study desk.

It looked very formal and I have never received such letter before.

It made me so curious

I anxiously opened it and to my pleasant surprise,

There was a cheque for Rm50.60 from NUFFNANG!!!

I have been writing my blog for a long time. I never thought i will get the real money.

But i kept on writing even though i am not that hardworking .

Finally i got a payment of Rm50.60 from Nuffnang,

This is really unbelievable when i held the cheque.

Although this is a very small amount, but i am very elated and delighted.

This is consider my "First salary" at age 14.

I will continue writing my blog.

You guys PLEASE continue CLICK on the adverdisement when you visit my blog.

The more you people CLICK, the more money I'll earn! :D