神秘礼物～

17th Aug was my school first day exam oso my birthday

tat day morning the moment i stepped into my classroom

some of my malay classmate wish me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHASHA

some of them cheered~wow...wow...wow...

As i thanked them i wonder how come they know my birthday

When i got my seat

I saw a very big present on my chair

八月十七号是学校考试日也是我的生日

那天一早踏进课室

一些马来同学见到我就说

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHASHA

有的同学还在那wow...wow声叫不停

我一边谢谢一边好奇这些马来同学

怎会知道今天是我的生日

当我走近我的座位时

看到我的椅子上放了这个大礼物

This present's size quite big

completely filled up my chair

I hesitated for a few seconds

b4 i walked toward it and lifted it up de present

coz i wanted to sit on the chair

Some of my friends crowded around me

and wanted to noe who sent the present

I myself oso wanted to know but nothing was written on it

My friends urged me to open the present

they are more anxious then me to know

wat is inside in n who sent it

They kp on making wild guesses like dedectives

Mr.ABCDE were mentioned by them

but i dun have any clue about the sender

I jz hope to go back asap to found out myself

Although i received several presents tat day

but tis mysterious present made me wan to open it first

As i open it i saw a dark bear inside it

这礼物体积蛮大的

放在我椅子上刚刚占满整个坐位

我犹疑了几秒钟

才走过去小心翼翼的把礼物拿起来

因为我要放书包坐椅子

一些朋友围了过来

七嘴八舌问是谁送的

我也很想知道

可是礼物盒外面没有写任何东西

问班上有谁看到是哪个人送来的

每个都摇头摆手说不知道

如果这天不是班上只有我一人生日

如果不是放在我座位的椅子上

我真不敢肯定这礼物是给我的

一些同学从恿我把礼物打开

她们比我更迫不及待的想知道

这份神秘礼物到底是什么东西

还有谁是送礼人

我没有答应她们

因为我知道这送礼人不署名在礼物外面

就是不想让人知道他是谁

我那些同学不断在那发挥他们的侦探精神

甲乙丙丁路人都被列入怀疑人物

我心里面却一点头绪也没有

只是希望快点放学回家拆这份大礼物

到时就可以真相大白

当天我收到好几份礼物

可能这份礼物没有名字又够大

所以我第一个就拆它先

当我打开一看

黑黑的一团东西

拿出来原来是这只黑熊

Together with tis bear are many colorful lucky stars inside too

伴着黑熊盒里面还有许多五颜六色的星星

Hidden among the stars i found a card

星星里面还有一张很可爱的卡~saving my LOVE ~ lolxx

Apart from some words to greet me

i cant see any sender's name

卡里面只有这几个字～没有留下名字

I din count how many stars

but tat day i was in the mood and managed

to arrange them into tis shape

这些星星到底有多少粒我没有去数

那天一时兴起拿来排成这个图形

有一张沙发桌子这么大的一颗心

Look! what a BIG HEART~lolx

I had to stand on top to snap the whole shape of de heart

看～真的好大的一颗心

我要站很高才可以拍完整颗心

我很想知道这个送礼人是谁

我很想知道为什么送我礼物不留名字

我很想跟他说声谢谢～

在这里我要跟他说

你送我这份礼物一定想知道我收到有什么反应对吗

我很高兴收到你这份有这么心思的礼物

只是小熊黑了点～看起来有点严肃～哈哈哈！

看了我这篇东西希望你快快sms跟我自首

不然给我查出你是谁～

罚你每一年在我生日时都要送我大礼物至到我六十岁

如不答应的话

嘿嘿

就在这里公布你的大名~

Anyway thank you so much

上面那颗心就当谢谢你了

(p/s. other presents i will post when i free)

I am a jacket's fan

最近天气很冷

很多人都穿jacket

我很喜欢jacket

我是jacket 迷

我看到美丽的jacket就忍不住要买

总觉得一件简单的Jeans 和T-shirt

如果配上一件好看的jacket

整个look看起来会十分有型

Jacket有薄有厚有长有短

看你是要在什么情况之下穿

穿对了就像画龙点睛

反之就犹如画蛇添足

这些都是我衣橱里几件常穿的夹克

如果你问还会再添加吗

嘿嘿

如果我爸妈愿意support的话

我一定会继续买下去

这件是Romp的牌子

free size 的

衣身较fit

我多数配搭短裤

它的价钱大众化

这也是和上面那件同一个牌子

虽然它也是free size

不过就比较长些

配长裤或短裙很好看

这件Voir Jeans虽然价钱近Rm100

不过穿起来cutting很美

我很喜欢那太阳的水晶银石

这是我穿最多次和最久的一件jacket

Padini 的衣服很多人都喜欢

但不是每件padini的衣穿起来都好看的

不过它的jacket就不同了

每一件都让人试了就想把它买下

这件是我姨送我的

好像只穿过一次

它的布质较硬

穿起来不太舒服

这是我在malacca makhota perade

一时冲动买下的

Oreef 的衣服开始穿时很美

洗多几次就不那么好看了

这件粉红夹克比较厚

穿起来有点累赘

我越看越不喜欢

现在天气冷时拿来睡觉穿了

我一直想找一件adidas jacket

可是就找不到适合的

那天陪我Ah ko去看他的Nike jacket

竟然给我找到一件蛮好看的

我一试这件Nike jacket就不想脱下了

这是我Ah ko 和我一起买的的～

Cool 咧？我 Ah ko 穿起这件夹克

整个人加多十分

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

...And I Love You So...

假期快要过完了

不要问我做了些什么

因为

除了那些无聊事之外

有意义的一点都没做到

我以为我会在这假期里

做一些平时没时间做的东西

至少

我会post多几篇东西

在我的blog

可是

唉

不提也罢

现在随着blog换上

一首很lam的老情歌

快快的写上几个字

这首歌是在一部韩剧里听到的

夜阑人静

全家人都进入梦乡

一个人

静静地

听着这首歌

它的旋律

它的歌词

让我不禁

又想起了

他

Time really flies

school reopen soon

Don't ask me what i did during this holiday

coz other than the silly things

I didn't do anything meaningful

I thought I can do something

that i normally dun hv time to do

At least

I will post more things in my blog

but

*Sigh*

better dun mention

Now i m writing a few words

bcoz my blog has changed a theme song

It is a very romantic oldie

I heard it from a Korean TV drama

On a silent night

when everybody was sleep with sweet dreams

I alone listening to this song

The rhythm and the lyrics of the song

made me

thinking of

HIM

again

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

I am officially a Teenager

On16th August at 11.45pm my hp maxis line alrdy taken over by Raja C

Raja C wanted to be the first 1 to greet me but afraid may not make it

so he come up with this idea to countdown with me

We chatted in the phone and he follow the TV time

According to him so that he can greet me at the most accurate time

At 12.ooam sharp

Raja C really became the first person to greet me

and sing me a birthday song

but his singing made us laugh continuously^^XD:))lolx

*romantic+sweet+funny*

then my maxis and my digi received non stop messages

I was busy reading and replying them

The feeling was just like Chinese New Year eve

after 12am when everybody lit fire crackers and fireworks

I never had this type of experience before

I was so excited and super happy

I received the sms till 2am

I got so high and had trouble sleeping

Anyway I had to force myself to sleep coz

I have school exam in the morning

I just had a simple peaceful but very special birthday

My buddy dear kishia greeted me and said that

after my birthday i am officially a teen

Dad and mum waited for me to come back from tuition at 8.35pm

then straight away ask me to made a wish and cut my cake

Yay!! I am now a Teenager

I hope my life as a teen is colourful and full of joy

* Here I would like to thank all my friends who sent me presents

Smses and also those who greeted me personally~

Thank you so much with love!

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Oh Gosh!!

This is the sick season!!!

I fallen sick too...T.T

3 days didn't go to school

exam is coming

so i try to make use of this time

to do some revision

but got no mood coz keep on coughing

the heavy cough made me whole body pain

So..i decided play de self shot

my brother was not around

no one can be my good camera man

I hv to help my self

生病的季节 ！我也凑上一份。

三天没去上学，原本计划利用这段时间

准备下星期的考试，但是吃了那些“迷幻药”

搞到我浑身无力，不能集中精神。。。

加上严重的咳嗽，咳到我全身都疼痛。。

真是痛苦极了！！！

为了减少痛苦，

我玩自拍， 苦中作乐一番。

我Ah ko现在出外读书，

没人当我的摄影师了，

我要学习自拍，

才能有好照片自恋自恋～

Some of my homework～calligraphy

一部份功课～中楷

In this 3 days "quarantine", I slept a lot. the only good thing i did was,

I spent a few hours searching my brother's SPM buku rujukan

and selected some tat my brother recommended to lend to my friend.

Although the time for SPM is quite short,but I still hope those books can help

my friend to score extra AAAAAAAAAA+++++

So, if the books really help him,

when he goes to Cameron Highland he will have

to buy me some sweet strawberries .. Yum yumm!!

在这三天“隔离”期间，我除了睡还是睡...Zzzzzzzzzzzzz...

唯一做了一件较有意义的事就是，

把我哥已经封起来的SPM参考书从store room拉出来～

再选出一些他所说的比较好的，借给我那位即将要考SPM的朋友。

虽说现在离SPM的时间也不远了， 但我还是希望这些参考书

能够帮这朋友加多几个AAAAAAAAAA+++++

如果真的帮到他的话，我一定要他去金马仑时探佳人时，

买多多红草莓答谢我!

我发现我哥的参考书多得惊人！

这只是一部份吧了， 其他的我懒得去找。

这些书大部份都是我那三位当老师的姑姑买给他的。

其中一些还是老师专用的非卖品呢！

可惜我那Lazy Ah ko没什么会珍惜，

全都是做了一两页就没做了~

很多本还是新新像没摸过似的。

真的可惜！

OMG! i discover my brother has so many buku rujukan!

This is only part of it, the rest i m lazy to go through.

most of this books were given by my 3 teacher aunts(my dad's sister)

some are specially for teachers use only and not for sale!

but my lazy Ah ko seems like did not appreciate it.

many of the books he just did only one or two pages.

some of them still look new like he never touched it.

walao! wat a waste!!!

First time I try this milo balls with Dutch lady choc milk~

Ermmm........ taste delicious! Thanks Jmwcs..^^

我去关丹歌咏比赛，临上巴士时，有人送来一盒他所谓的“润喉糖”。

糖果外面还有一张鼓励的纸条，叫人看了真觉得好笑又感动。。

讲到这位朋友，我一定要在这里提提他～

我一进sms不久就懂他了，他原本是我同学的死党。。

他外表看起来整个大哥样，可每次看到我他都不敢看我。

从年头他就开始不间断的传简讯给我～

有问候，有笑话，有废话，有歌词，有情诗，

有时还会怒气冲冲的向我complain某某人～

虽然他十封信息我只回他一封，虽然大多数他都在自问自答。

可是不管我的态度如何，他就是没有放弃过发信息来。

其实， 每次看完他的信息，一定会让我会心一笑！

因为他有时真的很funny, 他知道我多数不理他，

于是他会扮正经问你一些东西。。引你回他。。

当你回复他时，他那半癫ngong无厘头的鬼样就跑出来了！

他个子不高大，可是每次都说要保护我～

好像我处在高度危险区酱 =.=

每次我有什么事情，有时他或他的朋友在哪见到我，

他一定来信问问八挂一番，哪怕你对他不理不睬！

渐渐的...他就变成像我的老朋友一样...

我这次生病了没去上学，除了某人之外，

他是唯一一个天天讯息问候我的人～

他问我是不是喉咙痛引发生病，

他跟我说我order的pasta他替我付钱了，

他说pasta不好吃不够味， 星期一有得补回，所以我还可以尝到～

他帮我算说我有几多天没去上学了，

他通知我星期六有补课....

他说他会天天信息我直到我病好为止...

他讲这些东西时，我很多时都没复他...

可是...

我心里却是非常非常的感激他...

一般 男生都很现实，如果发现这个女生没什么chance，

他们都不会再花时间在她身上了，觉得浪费时间。

然而这个朋友，不管晴天雨天，风吹雨打，

他还是一样把我当朋友～

虽然他不是斯文有礼型，

也不是高大帅哥型，

没关系，只要有一颗真挚的心就够了！

My first gift necklace~

It is very meaningful for me.

Just trimmed my hair...

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感动 感谢 感慨

今天浏览朋友的部落格

十分惊讶的发现

另一个朋友的部落格

我不知道自己有没对号入座

感觉他的文章好像跟我有关

我很细心的读着每一篇post

看完心里感触很多

说不出那种感觉

我不敢说他傻

因为我都知道

感情是易放难收的

在我印象中

他是一个搞笑爽朗的人

然而读他的每一篇东西

却是让人感觉到

他是那么的难过和执着

去喜欢一个人

他的这些文章

都是两三个月前写的

我想他现在的心情

应该是不一样了吧

不管他这些东西是写谁

我都真心的希望他快乐

自我进了中学后

短短的七八个月

我认识了很多

学哥学姐朋友同学

尤其我加入choir这个大家庭

交了一般志同道合的好友

日子过的灿烂多彩

我开学时所穿的马来校服

那件白色长袖上衣

原本长及膝盖

现在已经很短了

换了两件新的

当然我的思想行为

也随着时间环境

而改变了许多

然而

唯一我敢讲

自己不变的是

我还是一个十分容易

感动 感谢 感慨

的女孩

朋友对我的好

我全收在心里

虽然我没表露

虽然我很少回sms

但并不等于我是

冷漠无情的

我全都知道

我很感激

你们送我的东西

我都会post上我的blog

不是show off不是串人

我只是要让你们知道

我很珍惜你们的东西

就算是一张小纸条

我也会收着

我还记得

幼儿园时我已经

会把别人给我的东西

如发夹 胶擦 橡胶圈

玻璃弹珠 扑克牌

像宝贝一样

收在一个个朔胶袋里面

我咪每次看到这些垃圾就头疼

所以总是趁我不注意时

就会把它拿去丢掉

当我发现不见时

肯定会哭得死去活来

所以

现在我的抽屉堆满了

朋友送的东西

还有两个小箱子

有现在的 小学和 幼儿园时的

满满的回忆

每当我有空时

就会翻箱倒柜

把这些西拿出来

细细的看

慢慢的回味

我现在很喜欢

送些手信纪念品给朋友

因为我也希望他们

像我一样

看到这些东西

就会想起我

有一个朋友跟我说过

对待朋友要一视同仁

尽量去善待朋友

这样别人才会爱你和尊重你

也许

我曾在不经意中伤害到你们

让你们伤心难过

对不起

但这绝对不是有意的

可以的话

谁不想看到自己的朋友

每次见面都是笑

毕竟

笑脸常开

让人看了也会快乐起来

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Lost and back again

Yesterday evening i was back from Kuantan choir competition.

We were champion, however the happiest thing was that

bboy won the best conductor award.

He really deserved it! Congrats to bboy!

When I reached home, I had mixed feeling...

happy, tired, unsettled, confused...

The whole thing made me feel very uneasy!

After my shower, my mum ask me to take my dinner.

I did not have much appetite even though my mum cook

my favourite "pan mian" for me.

When my mum saw this, she said she had something to

discuss with me. I already had a hunch what she wanted

to talk about........

Within the 1 hour of talk, I sincerely told my mum the truth

about what happen recently. and also expressed my

real feeling......

At that moment, I felt so guilty, fragile and helpless!

I really need someone to give me advice and guidance...

I could not hold back my tears when I talk all about these

to my mum.

My mum listened to me calmly.

Then she started giving me her advice and reasoning.

After listening to her, I felt much better.

She is the one who understands my feeling very well.

She is really my loving mum.....

Hopefully everything will be back to normal very soon.

I still have many more important things to do.

I have to focus on my studies which I had neglected lately...

and also my violin exam is around the corner...I have to put

more effort in my violin practice.

Yea.. I need time to adjust back to normal.

My baby

I am the youngest in my family of 2 kids.

That is my brother and me.

All this while i wish to have another baby brother or sister.

When i was small, I always asked my mum

to made one more baby for me.

But my mum used to said:

"girl, you yourself are so manja,

how to take care of another baby...?"

I was so disppointed to hear that...

So when i see others baby, I will go and hug them..

squeeze them.. smell them..kiss them.. and sayang them..

It was a nice feeling~

*I tried to carry my friend's brother, tat time i was abt std4 *

Unexpectedly God presented me with a cute baby recently.

Who is so special and charming!!

Since this baby came to my life, everything has changed!

He made my life more happy, joyful, meaningful and colourful~

This baby gives me full of love and care.

His innocence and sincerity made me feel

I am the luckiest girl in the world!

I have fallen in love with this baby~

Yea.. We are in love now~

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