CHILDHOOD MEMORIES

Look! this is my first Ballet outfit when I was six years old.

Isn't it lovely? ^^

My mun has plan to groom me become a glamourous courteous and femenine lady from small.

(So sorry..I didn't carry out her wish)

She wanted me to keep long hair, take up dancing, singing, piano and drawing.

When she found that I'm not allowed to keep long hair in primary school,

she brought me to KL to learn Ballet when I was six years old.

When I was in standard one, our school had Taekwondo class.

I was very interested and ask my mun to let me join.

However my mum wanted me to be Ladylike all a long,

suddenly I request for gong fu fighting, surely she refused .

At that time, there was a sensational murder case reported in the papers,

involving a pretty girl who was came back from abroad,

she was nabbed in a parking lot and then............

Sorry, I don't want to go into the tragic details.

After this, my mum was pursuaded by my classmate mum

to let me join the Taekwondo class for self-denfense.

I remember my mum watch me during my first lesson with others mummy.

When she saw the coach teach us to attack and shout at the same time.

She appear a little disappointed and regret.

After I had finished, my worried mum asked whether I felt any pain

when the coach pulled and pushed me hard during the training.

In fact I felt some pain, but I didn't tell the truth, because I was afraid

that if I tell the truth she may stop me.

One day I went to ballet class.

My mum had a long talk with my ballet teacher.

On our way back, my mum told me my ballet teacher advised that

ballet and Taekwondo cannot mix, because one is very gentle

while the other one is kinda rough. I had to choose one.

I refused and started to cry.

In fact, I like Taekwondo but I like ballet more.

I wished to be a ballerina at that time.

So, after much persuasion and coaxing from my mum,

I gave up Taekwondo after only 2 lessons.

Whenever I see my friends in their Taekwondo uniform,

I feel envious and a little sad.....

So when my mum wanted to give away my uniform, I didn't allow no matter what.

Because deep inside me, I'm hoping that 1 day I can wear it again.

From time to time, I will take it out for a look, then surely I will feel emo.....

Then my mum decided to hide it somewhere.

Until recently, when we clear our old stuff, I saw it again.

Now, I doubt very much what my mum said last time,

that Ballet n Taekwondo will clash if learn both at the same time.

I never asked my teacher before.

Tuan tuan dan puan puan, leng zais and leng luis,

Can anybody let me know whether this is true?

看， 这是我六岁时穿的第 一件芭蕾舞衣

很可爱吧？

从小我咪就想把我培养成为一位淑女

她替我留长发， 给我学钢琴唱歌跳舞和画画

她知道我上小学后学校不准留长发

于是在我六岁时，就每星期带我到吉隆玻学芭蕾舞

我念一年级时，学校有人教跆拳道

我很喜欢， 回来一直吵要学

我咪一心要培养我当气质淑女, (唉，她美梦难圆)

现在我竟然要学gong fu fighting

当然是被她一口拒绝啦～

后来，那时发生一宗轰动全国的murder 案件

有一个长得很美的女孩从外国回来

在停车场被nabbed， 然后......

对不起，我不想在这里写这么悲惨的字眼

结果，我妈终于被我同学妈说服让我参加跆拳道

希望学了将来可以防身

第一天上课

我咪和其他妈妈一起在外面看

当教练教我们拳来脚去

而且还一边打一边大声喝喊

我偷偷的望她，发现她的眉头已皱成一团

我出来时她就不停的问我

刚才教练那么大力拉我推我有没痛

其实我小小的个子被老师那么有力的拉推是有痛啦

但是我怕讲真话会没得学，于是假假笑着说不痛

一天，当我去练芭蕾舞时

我咪就去跟我老师谈，谈了很久...

在回家的路程中，我咪说我要停止学跆拳道

她说，我老师说芭蕾舞的“柔”跟跆拳道“硬”是有冲突的

我不肯，于是开始不停的哭

我咪用尽很多方法来说服我我还是哭

最后她硬着说，芭蕾舞跆拳道只能选一

再哭两样都停，由我自己作选择

其实那时我喜欢跆拳道

但我更爱跳芭蕾舞

当时我的梦想是当一位芭蕾舞家

于是在我咪的哄骗之下

我只学了两堂跆拳道就停了

每次见同学穿着英武的白衣很威风的去练拳

我就心里既羡慕又失落

所以当我咪说要把这套衣服送给别人我死都不肯

因为我心里一直期望，有一天我会再穿上它

那时，久不久我就会拿这衣服出来看， 然后肯定又会闹情绪

我咪为了不让我赌物伤感，于是就把它藏了起来

一直到最近打扫旧物时， 这些东西全被找出来～

现在，我真的怀疑我咪那时所说

老师说芭蕾舞和跆拳道有冲突

不可以同时学这两样活动

我又没有问过我的老师

各位，有谁可以告诉我

这到底是不是真的呢？

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