Wish to be myself

Lately I feel that my blogging has reached a bottleneck.

This felling is really terrible.

There are actually many things for me to write daily.

Just that i'm always worried,

when i write this, my elders may read it.

When i write that, afraid that somebody may not be happy.

When i think of posting this, worry people will say i'm a show off.

When I want to post that, scared will offend others...

These concerns are annoying me.

Ouch!

Where has previous halfripe gone?

Give me back my courage and innocence.

I don't want others to be a hinderance to my writing.

I don't want to write to suit other people liking only.

I wish to write what i want to write!

Oh ya

Jamie's birthday was on 4th of April.

I didn't prepare any present for him.

Coz last year he said he will give me a birthday gift

but till now i have not received it :(

So i wish him here again,

although i had wished him on face book.

Okay here goes~

DEAR MY SPECIAL C. FRIEND JAMIE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIS APRIL

MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER

*Always smile like sunshine*

Hey, do you still remember this text that you sent to me last June?

最近写blog好像到了瓶颈

这种感觉很可怕

生活中其实很多东西可以写

可是却有很多顾虑

写这个

怕被长辈看到

写那个

怕他不高兴

post这个

怕人说你show off

post 那个

又怕得罪人

这种顾虑实在很讨厌

哎唷啊！！！

以前的半生熟去了哪啊?

给我以前的勇气

给我以前的傻气

我不要被别人牵绊着

我不要只写别人喜欢的

我想要写出真正的我

啊对了

这个月四号是Jamie的生日

我没有准备礼物送他

因为

他去年说过要送我的生日礼物

到今天我都还没收到

所以

我在这里祝福他

虽然我在facebook 已经wish过他了~

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