Lost and back again

Yesterday evening i was back from Kuantan choir competition.

We were champion, however the happiest thing was that

bboy won the best conductor award.

He really deserved it! Congrats to bboy!

When I reached home, I had mixed feeling...

happy, tired, unsettled, confused...

The whole thing made me feel very uneasy!

After my shower, my mum ask me to take my dinner.

I did not have much appetite even though my mum cook

my favourite "pan mian" for me.

When my mum saw this, she said she had something to

discuss with me. I already had a hunch what she wanted

to talk about........

Within the 1 hour of talk, I sincerely told my mum the truth

about what happen recently. and also expressed my

real feeling......

At that moment, I felt so guilty, fragile and helpless!

I really need someone to give me advice and guidance...

I could not hold back my tears when I talk all about these

to my mum.

My mum listened to me calmly.

Then she started giving me her advice and reasoning.

After listening to her, I felt much better.

She is the one who understands my feeling very well.

She is really my loving mum.....

Hopefully everything will be back to normal very soon.

I still have many more important things to do.

I have to focus on my studies which I had neglected lately...

and also my violin exam is around the corner...I have to put

more effort in my violin practice.

Yea.. I need time to adjust back to normal.